The strength to pull it through.

73 days..?

2011-08-14T01:51:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to really seat down and make myself to really study.
I am trying my best, and I believe I can to do it. Bit by bit throughout this 73 days.
I can do it, go Vanessa!

1) O level English Oral this coming Tuesday, I am pretty nervous, but believe that I can do it!!!!!
2) Prelims in 3 wks+?

Oh my god. Srsly, need to get going!!!!

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It will never come back.

2011-07-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

I got a shock when I see a new makeover of blogger! It is very nice, plain and nice colours. ;)

Oh, just wanna blog because I don't know when am I going to blog again.

Had a fun weekend with my family of cuz. Impromptu decision to head over to expo today, it is my first time there btw. Oops. Look at furniture and went into some flea market, I bought a new pillow (Y). After that, head over to Changi Airport for Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe :) At first we wanted to eat Sakae, but it was close for renovation and my brother doesn't wants to eat Swensens. ;( SUPER SAD! :( Then went to get gong cha at bedok point, went to buy early dinner takeaway at Clementi, and the home sweet home. I swear I was mad tired becuz I slept at 3am the last night, and usually on Sunday it is my sleeping day. :(

I sleeping at 3am for the past 1 month, which is shit, I can't kick away this bad habit. -___-

Anyway, it is Monday already. Really don't feel like going to school becuz of the prelim 1 results + 2.4km, and there is piano also. Argh fuck this.

Alright, need to go pack my bag already! :)

"To rejoice.." "Praise the lord."

Life will not be as hard as this.

2011-07-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

Just wanna help her promote her blog becuz I can't help her financially but I can help to pray for her, spreading help for her.

http://dancingpapercranes.blogspot.com
Visit it. Read it:)

I care more than I do.

2011-07-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

#july'swish: is to study and chiong for the last remaining 3 mths...

I should be studying but I just don't feel like it and don't have the mood to do it. I have no idea why but yeah.
It is a new month. Bleahx. I took my O level Chinese oral yesterday. Should it be a good thing that the examiner kept prompting me? I tried my best to keep on the conversation non-stop and not stop, but I just can't do it. :( I just hope for the best!!!!

Seriously miss band just so much!!!!! Looking thru photos and old blog posts especially the ones when Crystal and I leaded the section. :'(

I wanna go band so badly like per normal, I NEED A BAND. -_-
I am deciding if I should join snyo, I need to submit the application before O levels. :\ I need to get opinions from Mr Wong~

Shall blog again! I wanna update the songs in my iPod touch! :)

Prelim 1 Day 3.

2011-06-30T02:17:00.001+08:00

It's Physics paper 2 in abt 7 hours. So freaking tired, but I don't wish to give up due to the fact that Physics is my weakest subject among all. Boooo :(

Already feel like dying cuz ytd's paper E Math P2 is manageable. Regret nt studying harder :( And thank god governance came out for SS SEQ. :)

Will nt give up still! :) becuz they are my one of my source of motivation.

Tadah!

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god has plans for you.

2011-06-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

2 hours of television on weekdays.
Lesser usage of handphone when I'm at home.
Need to get going, srsly.
O lvls is less than 6 mths. Fml.

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Too used to something, doesn't mean a thing.

2011-06-24T00:57:00.001+08:00

Just feel like posting, since I'm using the laptop and have no intentions to hit the books today.

Went back to band today secretly. Well, we ain't suppose to go back, but have been sneaking back quite often. And I think I should stop for a period till O's is over, becuz I need to concentrate on my studies. Seriously, I need get back on track.
It seems like without CCAs nowadays is a bitch man. On every Wed/Fri/Sat, you've got no lessons, you just think of band and thought you should go back. Or if you've lessons, all you think of is CCA. Well, that is the case for me.

A fact now: PRELIM 1 IS LESS THAN A WEEK. FUCK YEAH THIS SHIT. (Y)
I am definitely NOT prepared for prelim 1.
I already expected the results, know what would happen, and confirm guilty plus regret. I need to achieve my goals. Sighs... I need to stop procrastinating for god's sake.

Oh welllls.

Something random before I go off. :)

A board that Amalina, the mastermind, combined forces with Yingxuan and gather all 49 friends of mine and Mr D. Chua to take picture for my bday. So sweeeeeet. Although I hinted Amalina for a gift, but this was so unexpected.

(Marcus and Wr trying to disturb me!)

Toodles!~

pull it thru

2011-06-18T02:33:00.001+08:00

A month plus has passed.

First of all. I've officially passed out from Westwood Concert Band. No longer the secretary of the band anymore, no longer the right hand man of Lois & Lipin, no longer the section leader of percussion, no longer being part of the main band anymore. And everything, have to add the word 'ex'.

Have to sincerely thank all my wonderful batch and band mates for the wonderful memories that they have given me. All these are priceless moments that I can no longer retrieve them back but only in my minds. Those memories will definitely be missed by me. Have to also thank my fellow batch mates, for their patience and tolerance that they have given me. I am always causing trouble to them, even till days before we passed out.
Regrets is definitely something we had. One regrets I had is not being able to be part of our graduation performance and that is something, I really regret. Why didn't I take care of my health properly in the first place?

Well, it is all over, and all I have to do is to cherish the moments I have left right in front of me. :)

Secondly, the 'O' Level Mother Tongue Examination.
This sucks. I only put in my utmost effort at the very last minute, and I really do wonder if that really helps. I shall not mention much about it since it is all over. And all we have to look forward is the Listening Comprehension and the Oral Examination that most probably can help pull my grades up though :)

Thirdly, finally got together at a gathering cum bbq for band alumni people. And catch up a lot with my lovely 9 girls. Sandra went away :((
Nothing much, becuz I have already told them my heartfelt words. :D

Prelim 1 is coming, and I am NOT prepared. I swear.
I hate myself becuz I could have done a lot more instead of always ALWAYS procrastinating.
What the shit. -_-
It is less than half a month left, just have to make use of what I have!

Till then~!

you smile, i smile

2011-05-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

it's finally May!
whenever i think about the events happening in May, i really don't knw should i actually look forward to it? or should i dreaded for those days to come. there are many events coming up, but what i can say is, let me just let time pass and then decide when the time comes. :)

check out my twitter or facebook for more updates. :))

whenever it comes, it goes.

2011-04-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

So many things had happened throughout this long period of time that I was away here.

First and the most impt one is, Westwood Concert Band maintained a Silver. It may be our 5th time getting this Silver but this year, it wasn't an easy one. We went through so many ups and downs. All the problems we had in our personal life, our studies and finding the time out just to have sectionals together wasn't easy at all. The times we had for full band wasn't a lot too, but still I think, being able to maintain a Silver was an awesome thing of course. :)
But the feeling you had when walking out of Singapore Conference Hall just sucks especially after personally hearing the results. The whole band literally cried altogether, despite many encouragements ands motivation given we were still unable to stand up again. But when Mr Wong step out, many of us opened up and realised, yeah why are we crying when we have at least maintained and did a good job. This is the best playing we had already. Time flies, 2 weeks+ have passed. The whole of SYF has ended for Concert Bands. We may want a second chance again, but in life, there isn't any second chance. All we have is to work even harder than before and get what we want in 2 years down the road. I'm sure the alumnis, seniors, Mr Wong, teachers-in-charge will push us even harder to get the goal that we want. Westwood Concert Band, can do it. :) We have went through so many ups and downs tgt so I am very sure, this will be nothing to them. Juniors, all the best. :)))) I am a proud Westwood Concert Band Player. :)

Passing out in week 9. I can't wait for POP, but I'm sure I'll go home with swollen eyes again. But again, this is life right? We ought to learn to let go when the time comes. :)

Mid Year Examinations is coming, all the best and good luck to all my juniors, fellow schoolmates and friends.
All the best to Westwood Guitar Ensemble for your upcoming SYF. :)

I will be back again.

2011-04-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

It is tomorrow.

Westwood Concert Band.

11 days more. #wwcbjiayou

2011-03-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

My studies is still crappy. I am still not doing anything, but I guess it is all because of band. Yeah band. Speaking about band, we went for a mini syf exchange at AMK yesterday which 15 other bands appeared too that includes BP, Coral, St Pat, SCGS, Whitley etc. The feeling is like seriously a real SYF. I was so nervous, for no reason. As usual, I screwed up the usual parts, but I wasn't feeling dejected as I know I have to work so much more harder than before. It is the FINAL and LAST stretch already. Of course, the band did well. This could be our best performance so far. Loving this. ;) BUT, we still have a lot of things to do and the effort needed is humongous!

11 days, just this 11 days. We need to work so much more harder, for that G.O.L.D
Jiayou Westwood Concert Band. We can do it.

Percussion, I love you guys! :D

2011-03-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

I failed to do the previous things mentioned in the previous post. Procrastinated again. Damn it. VANESSA WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FAILURE -.-

So upset at myself :(((((
School is tmr, booo

24 more days. #wwcbjiayou

2011-03-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

It is pass midnight already so it's considered a Sunday!!! :)))
I purposely went to cancel my Chinese tuition today. Basically is because I want some rest for the upcoming band camp :) And also I hope to 1) Finish up my last few sub questions of my theory paper, 2) do at least 2 chemistry topic revisions and maybe 1 e math topic? 3) Hoping to pack ALL my sec3 notes (hope i will not be indolent) 4) Pack my camp bag 5) Finish up camp preparations if not finished yet 6) do my homework

Not according to priority though. So many things, but let's see how many will I do uh.....

Such an indolent person I am, seriously. Argh stop procrastinating man.. :(

Anyway bought a new bag today. Hehe I love my bag. Plain but nice though, gonna use it for camp! :)) Thanks Yasmin for the accompany so late at 7pm!!! :)

28 days left. #wwcbjiayou

2011-03-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

I just feel like posting since it's the last few days of term 1! And surprisingly, not much homework. And I seriously have no idea how to revise. Any suggestions? :((((( This sucks.

Anyway, should be getting my term 1 report card any sooner. But it doesn't matters to a Sec 4, because you don't depend on this for the 'O' levels. I predicted to be doing very badly, and cfm plus chop get scolded. But what to do? :( Next is prelim 1 le. Gonna jiayou since I'm gna pass out in a month's time. Hais, time flies yeah?

Gonna leave the main band and become an alumni.
Gonna chiong chiong chiong like mad as an 'O' level student. Everything is competitive!
Gonna leave band friends, and join back normal friends.
Gonna graduate in Westwood Secondary School in October.

Time flies, I remember I used to hate being in Westwood. Now I really dreaded leaving everything in Westwood. Friends, teachers etc. Seriously.. I will miss wearing uniforms+school shoes+tying hair to school+waking up early for school etc. Ha ha ha ha.

Time really flies. This sucks..... Have already seen 3 batches of band seniors passing out. Now it is my turn. Oh god...

#wwcbjiayou

2011-03-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an ultra upset day. Thank god today's E Math test (I think) was alright. Well, I have got nothing more to say because now I just hope for the best for each day. I don't dare to think too much anymore. At least, I know this is like a retribution to me already..

Okay today, SYF BALLOTING. God the dates are out. We are after a GWH band!! Omg, I feel so scare but at the same time determined to work sooooooooo much harder. This is fate, we just have to face it. So now, jiayou WWCB!!!!!

Just a short post, because I feel like posting today. Ha ha. :)

I suddenly love my sec 1 juniors - Jin Xuan & Daniel a lot. :) Especially Daniel. He made me realise anything is possible.

2011-03-06T14:44:00.004+08:00

it's going to be a brand new week again, time really flies. it is already the last week of term1, we are getting ready for the hols!!!! okay la, sec 4 no holiday at all. it is just lessons and lessons. but the only thing that i am looking forward to is definitely going for band. and of course, the upcoming camp, i'm sure it definitely is a tiring session since we are preparing for syf!!

came across my facebook home page, and saw band fusion's post. welll, it is 28 days towards the start of syf. and this coming tues is the balloting for syf date!! i am definitely not looking forward to it. because it means that, when you know the syf date, you will know that on that day, after you finish playing the last note of the last piece, it means that i am passing out. i am no longer going to touch band music, unless i decide to continue in my poly days. well, all these will have to decide again.....

im sure nobody is seeing what im blogging. lol, but i just love blogging.

oh well, toodles!

You guys are precious. :)

Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard

2011-03-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

the bad times i expected it to come, has come. this time round, it is not those normal feeling, it just a feeling i can't put them into words. at that point of time, i thought it was me being sensitive, then i thought, no, i was thinking too much. after that, i thought for awhile and decided it was jealousy. next i told myself it was the feeling of being replaced. then, the cycle repeats all over again.

what can this syndrome call?
i need a friend that truly cares about me every now and then.
i need a friend that can always nvr fails to push me forward and not bring me back.
i need a friend that have trust on me, tells me his/her feelings so that i know i can trust him/her.
i need a friend that can accompany me through all the thick and thin.
i once have friend that fulfill to the requirements i've mentioned. it was her. yes, the girl i spend all my thick and thin tgt throughout my lower secondary times. but she can nvr come back, we can only be normal friend like schoolmate.
i need to find one now, but i know things just have to let nature take its course.
i thought i have found another one, but i feel that she doesn't get the point i'm trying to refer to! sigh, so i just have to forget about it and remain as per normal.
srsly, i need to redefine what is friendship all over again.
tell me, what are they for?
why are they here? will the bother to ask where are you if you are not around. will they say that they are miserable when you are not around?
all these, i need. sigh, why am i so stupid. to quarrel with somebody that i can trust on, and now, thus making the both of us fall out and we can nvr get back tgt again.

i need to have a specially made medicine for me, to make me think straight till o's over. then i can work till i peng i also ok. so that i need not think otherwise but just work and work and then head home sleep. and it repeats till the results of o's.

when i turn mad, the first thing i'd do is to smash my fucking phone.
how to, srsly, stop monthly emotional issues. this is annoying me. fuck this.
i want to have a normal life like the rest do, but somehow i can't.
god. damn. it. k. thx. bye.

2011-02-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

Common Test week is finally over. It is chaos! :(

I know I did rather badly, like what my brother said, I did last min revisions and of course I didn't do well.

I am working towards SYF now, and after that, it is time to let go of band, and head towards prelim 1 & 2 plus O levels.

Jiayou Vanessa. :)

This is finally, my full and wonderful section. :) <3

When you make mistakes, that's when you know you are really trying.

2011-02-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

The Chinese New Year's festive is over! Actually after the 4th day, I'm no longer in the CNY mood anymore.

Just a lil update about how I spend my CNY :)

The eve and the first day of CNY was spend at Grandma's place. Never really went visiting. Not full reunion dinner, but still I am having with it. :)

Second day of CNY.

Went visiting at Wo Xuan's house from about 1pm to 3pm with band people. After that, met Lynn & Yiwen & Esmond tgt with the rest to Mr Wong's house. Played till around 10plus then went home.

Fourth day of CNY.

Went visiting with these people above including Jarren, Darren Lim, Weisheng & Julian. We went Jarren's house, then went Xinhui's house for steamboat lunch. Gambled till 6plus, MRT with Weisheng. Did homeworks, and prepared for school the next day! :)

As usual, each week is forever hectic. I'm so packed with school till 4pm+, had piano lessons, had band, had self practice times & had tuition. This is so crappy. I hate this. But this is what a usual Secondary 4 student will go through :(((

On the 12th of February which is the 9th day of CNY. Had band, Mr Chan came to teach us. After band, went home straight and also went for tuition. After that, trained down to Crystal's house. Had dinner there, and stayed there till 1am then go home. Tired to the max. Slept at 2am+

On the 13th of February, which is the 10th day of CNY. Woke up around 12plus. Shiok. Ate my brunch, prepared, cabbed down to Clementi to fetch Lynn & Lois.

See so determined. Haha.

14th of February. VALENTINES DAY!

Whole cohort of Westwood was allowed to dismiss at 1pm because of the previous batch O level results (Y). Spend my day with a mixture of ccsb+2e+band10. Haha. :)

That should be all. :)

Common Test week is HERE! :(

Jiayou all. =D

Happy Chinese New Year.

2011-02-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

Just to sum up January...

Just ended the level wide camp not too long ago. Obviously the dearest Sec4s and 5s didn't went for a full day camp. We attended a day camp cum workshop. I think last year's is better. I hate this workshop, but at least i know what's my personality like. But of course, the ones in YELLOW, only attend half of the workshop. Whoops. ;)

For the start of February...

Celebrated my last cny eve in Westwood together with 4D. :D Wrapped hampers together, attended the concert in school.

And to start CNY...

I had my fringe snipped off. :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALLLLLL. :D

Finding true friends is hard, but never impossible.

2011-01-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

This is where I found true friends as well.

Believe it or not. Vanessa Koh, you are passing out in less than 4 months.
I'm competing against time. Fuck you, time. Why are you ticking so fast.

Music is the universal language of mankind. ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Outre-Mer

2011-01-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

I'm upset. I didn't get to get my cny clothes, and this is crap. I've spend more money again, yes, money issues. :( I sincerely apologise to my friends if I've been so crappy for insulting myself. And you're there persuading me up and down.
I'm also upset. I'm not handling my studies well. Thus, causing myself to be in a fucking bad mood due to lack of sleep issues.
I'm also very upset. Syf is less than 4 months. The band is not waking up. They are still thinking April is a long way to go. What is this? Do they really have a goal in their mind? I re visited the band blog's 2009's posts, Charlotte's batch. I feel so stupid to skip band once/twice. Seriously, so stupid. I wonder how do those people that always skip band feels? Don't they feel CRAP, when their juniors can play better than them when they are in the senior position? Don't they feel like SHIT, when they realise they can't play as well as their fellow mates? Do they? I hope they do feel like how am I now. Although I am in Secondary 4 now, but when I thought of the SK Percussionist (Yin Hui), I feel CRAP. And is so motivated to do my best, in my very last year in the Secondary school band.

Here it goes again. I'm complaining.

Without music, life would be a mistake.

2011-01-16T00:18:00.004+08:00

Second week of school already.
I witnessed the release of the 2010 O level results. I've a goal now, and somehow I have decided on which course/poly already. But the point is, how am I going to shoot up to my goal. Like my l1r4 is 30+ and then the goal is 13. By hook or by crook, I am going to do it. Think about it again, I don't think I am like doing as many revisions as possible. Argh :(
At least a good point to note is that, I am concentrating better in class. Not only that, trying not to sleep till 4.30pm it is also a difficulty to me already! Not to fall asleep is the challenge I posted it to myself, if I can overcome this, I am sure that I can overcome and difficulties!

I'm facing 2011 a positive point of view. I won't want to have a negative point of view. I must not allow that to happen, because I am sure if that happens, I'll become dejected and emotional.

This year, not only 'O' levels year, it also include me retaking piano grade 6 theory exam and also piano grade 7 practical exam. I somehow have low confidence for my practical, because once I fail it, I have to learn a new syllabus. It is hard to explain, but ya, sighhhhhhhhh. :(

Shall post till here, please comment me people. :)

First week of school.

2011-01-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

It is only the first week of school, and I'm going home as late as reaching home at 9pm.
Damn it, the rest of the months till April, is confirm die one lor. :(
I will just let nature take its course huh! :(
And I am missing cca fair AGAIN this year. :((((((((((((
I AM PASSING OUT BUT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO JOIN THIS YEAR :(

Sighs, okay, I am getting ready to go and bathe now. Then sleep soon.
Totally not enough sleep at all. Still not used to school life. ARGH.

AND WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION TO STUDY.
Vanessa, wake up please.

A brand new year.

2011-01-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

My new year resolution is.
1. Study hard for O levels.
2. Stay happy.

Like this last photo. Look at Lynn and Lipin! Hahaha.

Anyways spend my New Year's Eve day time rotting at home, trying to complete homeworks but failed. Then met these few babes and Kyinmay at Jp for dinner. Was at City Hall for countdown, packed like sardines seriously. Haha, then came my house to ton. Watched spirited away till 3am. So sleepy already, then we started wii till 7am. Went downstairs to have breakfast, then went home. Bathe and slept. Woke up at 4pm, lunch, then went back to sleep again. LOL. Rot after that.

Today, woke up at 9.30am for breakfast at West Coast. Then went home, started homeworks. Slacked etc. I managed to finish English Compre and a bit of Chinese TYS. I feel so failed. Totally no motivation to do anything. Wtf seriously -.-

A hectic week is coming ahead! Tuesday school reopen, Wed+Thurs CCA Fair rehearsal, Fri CCA Fair. Sat confirm band. Sunday rest day.

I WANT TO GET MY 2011 PLANNER!! :(
I shall get it tomorrow, hopefully I can.

Okay I think I will go mia anytime from now. Please comment me from now, thanks :)

An eventful year.

2010-12-31T12:44:00.000+08:00

I can't really remember what had happened after the KL trip. Oops. :)

22 December.
Rushed down to school after piano, to move all the instruments back to the band room from 1C. Hsh after that. :)

24 December.

Met Lynn, Sandra, Kyinmay, Jieyun, Crystal, Yiwen at Jp's pizza hut. Ate a bomb seriously. Then trained down to orchard and went to kbox untill 8pm. Sang until I almost lost my voice man. Went to Takashimaya to eat, trained down to Buona Vista to meet Chinboon, Kenneth & Kerry whereas Jieyun & Yiwen went home first. Pillow fight, screaming here and there etc. It totally make my house went chaos. Called mcdelivery at 3am in the morning also. LOL. Then played true or dare etc. Crystal slept like pig at 6am in the morning already. Then the rest was disturbed by me talking to Lynn. Hahahaha, so the rest managed to sleep like at 7am+. Lynn and I talked in the living room, until 8am then went in my room and sleep LOL. Everybody left around 12plus. I rot the whole day on Christmas.

Merry belated Christmas!!! :)

27 December.
Band resumes as per normal.

28 December. Happy birthday, Chinboon!!
Went coral in the morning for their practice, then followed Mr Wong's car back to Westwood.

29 December.
Coral had an exchange with SK. I miss them soooooooo much!!! :) I am glad they recognise Crystal and I. Haha :) Left around 5pm+

30 December.

Went for piano until 430. And I board a cab without NETS! Omfg, then told uncle, so he drove me to the nearest POSB. -.- Then quickly rush down to NAFA. Went to the wrong campus, wtf. Thanks Danial for coming down to bring me up. Joined the sound check last min, thank god!!! :) Changed plus chiong dinner. Wah damn hectic, I almost forgot to tie my hair etc. I'm turning crazy. Took photos etc etc. After everything's over, took photos again etc. Then, went to Bugis Street to have Mac with Lipin, Lynn, Lois, Raymond, Yasmin, Yiwen & Crystal. I left with my brother, reached home arnd 12 alr. My hamsters gave birth to 6 cute lil babies!!!! HAHAHAHA.

See the babies, so cute :)

That's all.

Later counting down, at I have no idea where. LOL!! And a bunch of people coming my house for party. Haahahaha. So stay tuned!

P.S. More pictures in my Facebook! :))
Happy new year in advanced!!!! :)

God gave us everything in pairs-Hands, ears, eyes. He gave us one heart 'cuz he gave another to someone else for us to find.

2010-12-27T00:07:00.005+08:00

Back and doing good, yeah!

17th December

Reported at 630 at school with the luggages. Freaking tired, then move all percussion items up to the bus where the rest boarded their buses too. Some unhappy stuffs happened, but everything was still smooth. :) Passed the customs, 2 toilet stops and a lunch stop before we reach KL. First exchange was with SMK SK wind band, Bukit Panjang and Queenstown. SK's playing was indeed wow. Everything ended around 6pm+ Went for dinner with Bukit Panjang, get to shop for tidbits and stuffs at a supermart. Checked into the hotel, had night rehearsal and then we were send back to our own rooms. :) Yasmin & Khailing were my room mates.

18th December

Were required to have breakfast, changed, prepared and reported with our instruments at the hotel lobby at 830. Full day rehearsal at the Putra Jaya Auditorium. Before lunch, we had our rehearsals with Mr Wong at the Auditorium then sectionals. After lunch, was sectionals all the way till about 4plus. We heard Hin Hua's playing, had a briefing, then everybody was sent back to the holding room. Westwood shared the same holding room with Queenstown. Dinner, and the concert started. Kinda freak out when I realise there was 3 timpanis only ;( Westwood was the last to perform among all 5 schools. Last 2 combine songs was awesome. A group photo with all 5 schools was taken, then was given freaking 9 mins to pack up. Didn't even take a freaking photo with the SK percussionist. It was awesome chaotic. I "love" it. -.- Broke down on the bus after that, then back to the hotel, brought our instruments back to our rooms. Had cup noodles, and went to bed.

19 December

Got to sleep later. So we were required to report at 11am+ I think. Before starting our lunch, Westwood and Bukit Panjang greeted each other! So cool! Lunch right after breakfast, bloated to the max. Started watching totoro on the bus already. :) Headed to Hin Hua for another exchange with Bukit Panjang only this time round. Had a great laugh with them, while we were trying out each other pieces. After everything ended, pictures taken, went off for dinner. After that, we get to shop at some local stalls around the restaurant we are in. Then went to see fireflies. The mosquitos were making me unable to enjoy the silence and the beautiful fireflies. x( Back to hotel. A lot of them went to Kenneth/Yiwen/Jieyun's room for party~ But I didnt went, was awesome tired. Michelle and Crystal came over to Khailing & I's room to eat cup noodles. Slept around 2am+

20 December

Reported damn freaking early at 8. Returned the keys, took photos at the hotel lobby, and also realised I lost my camera spare battery. Bade goodbye to Bukit Panjang and head to Malacca after that. Slept awhile on the bus, and had a great laugh with the some of the brasses and percussion on the bus. :) Had some sightseeing at I am not sure what does the place called. Then had lunch, and then shopping! Shopped with Lynn, Crystal, Jolene and Chinboon. Bought 2 shirts, and a watch, and a landyard. Hahahaha. After that, head to customs straight already. Had a toilet stop at Yong Peng station, met Queenstown there. Finally, home sweet home. Brother fetched me home after that :P

Rot at home on 21st of December. Too tired for anything.

More interesting events happened after that, will post again.
This will be all for the KL trip I went with WWCB. Made new friends, learnt a lesson, and learn lots of things. ;)

Merry belated christmas to everybody. ;)

Kindness is the key to every door, but sometimes being so kind breaks you apart.

2010-12-13T21:02:00.001+08:00

CCSB gathering on the 11th December. They came my house with ingredients of the steamboat around 3pm. Then played wii, steamboat, played wii again. Overall had lots of fun. My house was full of screamings and stuffs, but I'm happy that we finally had a gathering =) I love this picture above, especially the guys' smiles. When was the last time did we smile like that together? I clearly remembered. On Mum's death anniversary, 16 October 2009. Thank you guys for spending that day with me at Vivo, but that happy day was ruined because Mum passed away. But Mum blessed me with you guys, =)

Trying to finish my homework asap, and then also, preparing for the KL Band Overseas Exchange.
I'm pretty excited about that overseas trip ^^

Shall post once I'm back!
Tag please, LOL :)

When it is broken, it is meant to be broken. No point mending it.

2010-12-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

Sectionals on Tuesday. Went for Bedok North concert on Wednesday. Sectionals again on Thursday. Percussion workshop at Thomson Plaza today.

Boring life, kill me please. Moodswings sucks. -.-

Started a bit of homework, but I think at this speed, I can't finish on time zzz..

Ccsb gathering tmr. I'll be back tomorrow!

As packed as sardines.

2010-12-06T22:42:00.004+08:00

2 December 2010.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, CRYSTAL! :)

Met Lois, Lynn, Lipin, Jieyun, Yiwen, Sandra, Raymond & Kyinmay at Yasmin's house. We were suppose to meet at 9am to do up Crystal's card etc. But it ended up that Lois was the only early bird, whereas all of us overslept including Yasmin! Went to Crystal's house around 1030. With the help of her brother, we got into her house! :) After that, the whole group of us went into Crystal's room and started singing birthday song+laughing. She totally got a shocked and thought there was bomb in her room or something. Haha. It make me laugh like mad because of her epic face. Oops. Hahahaha. Made Crystal open the ultra out of shape present on her bed. Lipin, Sandra, Jieyun, Yasmin & Lois went off first while the rest of us went to Jp's Long John to had brunch before we trained to Bugis. Bought Koi upon reaching there. The shortest queue, I've ever seen. Then went shopping. I spend $50+. Mad broke after that. Hsh around 6.30pm.

3 December 2010.

Slept until 12 plus when I am suppose to meet 2E people. But a lot of plans were cancelled, so ended up that I went to Lipin's place with Jieyun. It rained damn heavily, so borrowed umbrella from Lipin. Walked to Amalina's house to meet Xinhui & Yingxuan. Bused to the bbq area. It was raining and raining and raining. Just glad that the bbq turned out fine, as the rain stopped around 7pm. 8) Didn't took a lot of photos because I was busy running up and down, cooking food with Xinhui & Lipin. LOL. I love this feeling with 2Espirit people once again. :D Packed up and left around 11pm. Trained with Weisheng & Jinghao. Hsh! Super tired, slept around 1am.

4 December 2010.

3 musketeers of current batch's percussion. ;)

Woke up at 630, went to school and to realise that the school was not opened!! Damn. Went for breakfast with Crystal & Yasmin and then went home. Fall asleep while watching shows. Woke up around 1.30pm, bathe and changed. Head to pioneer mall with brother. Did my rebonding. How is it? I look weird. =( Rushed over to Kenneth's housewarming. Had fun, ;) Left his house around 10pm. Hsh.

5 December 2010

Went to Jp's toastbox for breakfast with Brother and his girlfriend. We went walking around basement, and i bought my new laptop mouse ^^ It is in pink, sian ttm! :( Then went to fetch aunt, and head to the temple. After temple, sent aunt home, went to Clementi to buy lunch and KOI. =D After eating, chiong watching finish my last episode of Endless Love. Awesome ending, not disappointed at all. HEHE. I decided to do my English articles, but ended up side tracking and watched star search at 7pm. Did rubbish, slacked, slept at 1am+

6 December 2010.

Section outing today but not full attendance. =( Met Michelle, Crystal, Kerry & Shahirah at Jp. Had Long John for lunch. Went window shopping and saw a lot of people. Hahahaha. Rapunzel in 3D was awesome. We went separate ways after that. Kerry and Crystal accompanied me to Edwin's house to take my souvenir from him. Found a wallet on 243W. Trained to my house. Ate dinner when Kerry and Crystal played wii. They left around 9. So here am I blogging.

Packed and tight December 2010. I really want 2010 to be over like now. I know 2011 will be worst, but I don't care. Just wished for 2010 to be over now! =(

I think I am gonna do my English Comprehension now? :(

ALL pictures have already been uploaded on my Facebook! :)

Shall blog again!

The reality.

2010-12-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

My maid is back last night. I am happy. Hahahahahahaha. Rotting at home today, because I am going to continue with my homework. :(

I hate you. I love you.

2010-11-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

Spend my Sunday slacking. I did one tenth of my English homework. No i think less than that.

Seeing those pictures on Facebook, I asked myself when is the last time I took pictures with you guys? That album only has one of my picture only. I really hate staying at bv. I hate staying here. Mum, why must you leave us. I fucking hate this place. I WANT TO CRY! :(

Your smiles.

2010-11-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

I lost my direction to move forward. Whenever a quarrel/conflict happens, in the end, I will just pretend nothing happen and walk forward and take the first step. I avoid, I pretend nothing happen. I want to be the first to hear my friends' sorrows/happiness so that I know you are the person that I look forward to when I am sad/happy to. But I realise, I have been looking forward to is a wrong friend, wrong. =( I know I hurt her, but I also have hurt myself. I am sorry.

I am sorry, my friend.
Now only your smiles, will make me feel better.

Stop it. You'll regret.

2010-11-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Love this section truck loads. (Edits Kerry & Crystal in)

It will be even awesome if Mariah & Rachel were around.

Yesterday was Mum's chinese birthday. Went to pray in the morning, back to band in the afternoon. Was at Jp with the usual people after band. Hsh.
Today was suppose to collect money, but I overslept. Did some housework, had breakfast, went for swimming with Crystal, Chinboon, Yasmin & Lynn. Yiwen & Sandra didn't went into the pool with us. Bathe at around 3.30pm. Ate at KFC and slacked till 6pm. I went for tuition, then hsh around 10pm.

Boring. I am going to start my homework this Saturday. x(

It happens only once per year.

2010-11-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, Yingxuan! :)

You know I don't love you, and your best birthday surprise birthday present is giving you my new house keys. =) Because i moved house le ma! Okay I know I am bad. ='(

Luv you deep! :)

-
I don't know how to express my feelings. I really need a true friend. I can't express through blogger anymore. And what I did was to scream at tumblr. Sigh. I need a true friend and not best friend. I feel like sobbing. =(
I must change, I must. I must be brave and open. I must not hurt my friends anymore. I must know that we don't fit it anymore because people changed. I can't face the fact. :(

Memories are in everybody's life. Good and bad ones. And those are why everybody live on.

2010-11-20T23:07:00.001+08:00

My maid's flight is postpone to tomorrow, so she is flying tomorrow instead! =(
My brother, his girlfriend and I went to King Albert's Park for Mac breakfast. Awesome. (Y) Then cleaned the hamsters' bedding and continued watching 'Catch me now'. The ending is so not nice, but overall it is nice! Rot the whole day today again. x(

Tomorrow is homeworking day, I swear. Tons of POA homework to do. Omg. :S

Friends come and go. I still can't differentiate my own true friends but I know who are the bad friends. You guys were my bad friends.

"No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end." - Twilight by Stephenie Meyer

2010-11-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

Wasted the whole day today. When my brother comes back, I'm sure I'm gonna get scoldings. -_- I watched the Hong Kong drama called 'Catch me now' the whole day. Almost finishing! :)
There is no band tomorrow. Thank god, if not my section gonna suffer. My maid is gonna go home for 10 days tomorrow. :'( No maid, I think I am going to die!!! I don't want to clear my dog's poo & pee. I want to get koi tmr. x(

I seriously need to go out with sisters often! Xinhui are you reading this? Haha.

Second time.

2010-11-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

Exchange with Bukit Panjang was awesome. I am glad that the exchange was a success. ;) I made lots of friends. :D

Sometimes, I thought if whatever I did was wrong. I tried so much to gave them the encouragement they need, force them to come back and practice, imparted skills I know, re-teaching and teaching the stuffs that they have once learnt before, repeated umpteen times of reminders to them. When will it come to use to them? It seems that everything I taught has gone to a waste. Whatever has happen today made me reflect so much that I never thought that I would want to that gold so much! Really. The gold is the most important key word. I declare here that I want that idiotic gold badly, and I want to work hard from now to make a miracle. I will never allow such things to happen like this.

I told myself yesterday, not to make any freaking mistake today. Eventually, we did.
Is it true that without us, this section cannot make? Omg, I can't believe my eyes. I can't believe!

I need Crystal so much. Crystal FASTER COME BACK!!!!!! This is only day 1!! :(

There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger, and just live a little better.

2010-11-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

When was the last time I blogged? I didn't realise I went MIA for so long! But seeing the number of tags, I think someday, I will remove my tagboard. :O

8th-11th November I was on work attachment. Afternoon shift together with Yvonne, Crystal, Lynn, Qiyin, Baoying, Meiyi, Sandra, Yingxuan & Yiwen. It was indeed an tiring and fun experience especially the last day. My legs were so crap that I don't know if my legs were still with me.
12th November went back to school for lessons as per normal, had band practice. Cabbed to CCAB to view Lipin & Lois' NCO POP. Awesome. Lipin's dad fetch the whole lot of us to Clementi for dinner. Hsh.
13th November, band as per normal. I wasn't feeling good already. Forgotten about my piano lessons, had sec3s meeting at Jieyun's house. Hsh.
14th November, I was seriously sick. Spamming water into my body.
15th November, went back to school for lessons.
16th November, officially break down. Missed the last day of school.
17th November, a public holiday. So here am I.

Hectic week huh?
Tomorrow is the exchange, all the best is all I could say. I'm gonna drag and pull myself to school even if I'm sick, I can't abandoned my section.

I think I'm gonna finish my homework later. No empty promises already!! :(((((

Even miracles take a little time. - The Fairy Godmother

2010-11-07T19:28:00.002+08:00

Lovelies.

Istana performance was alright. I kind of screwed up my parts, and I saw Hamizah, my primary school friend. :)

Another fun and tiring week ahead again but the bad thing is that I'm gonna miss lessons. Lessons that are very important to me. :( I think I'm so gonna find the teachers for help~
It is gonna be the end of the first week of the holidays. I reflected, I realised that I'm so stupid, so gullible, so idiotic. Just when am I going to change? :(

Sighs.

Gonna finish the homeworks given, so that I won't have homeworks stacking up one after another! :)

November

2010-11-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

A new month. I only hope for the best.

Heard the chimes on first of November. It was so beautiful. :) Love it!
I'd to help Coral with their performance again, tight schedule. It only last for a week for me, either cab up and down or train up and down a few times already. I feel like I gonna fall sick very soon, but I gonna pull through because I still have work attachment next week! Oh dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :/

2 months isn't enough to cover the loss I have for all my subjets. I wish I had 48 hours per day which is like impossible. I really hate this, I wanna finish my Seconday school and my O levels fast!!!! I hate being stressed out like that. The teachers giving us tons of homework, telling us to finish it by the next lesson. I know they meant well for us, so I'm trying my best to do all the homework given! :(

I am just looking forward for WWCB's band exchange in our school and the overseas band exchange trip! :) I really cannot imagine how life will be without band when I pass out. Seriously, I use to look forward my days in school because there was band. When band stops for me, what can I look for? Tons of revision to do? :( Save me. I will miss my band mates for sure, I will miss Percussion for sure, I will miss the usual hang outs and band10. Not forgetting, the recess times or after school times with CCSB too. :O

Packed. Busy. Irritated. Annoyed. Unhappy. All possible words that I can fit in here, I will fit in.

All the best to those taking 'O' level chinese, esp dearest Jane & Maymay. Love you guys truck loads! :) (L)
Will be back soon.
Love!

Put love into action. Words alone won't do it.

2010-10-31T11:52:00.000+08:00

Thursday was the last day of school for everybody excluding Secondary 3 Express. Had OCU first, recess with some CCSB peeps. Although we haven't been meeting up a lot, but we are bonded as one. I love this fact. ;) Then went had farewell assembly for Mrs Chow. :( Dismissed at around 11.30am. Rented discs & bought lunch. Head to Crystal's house with Sandra, Lynn, Kenneth, Chinboon, Jieyun, Yiwen & Yasmin to watch the rented discs. Kyinmay joined us aftermath. :) Went to Yasmin's house around 6pm with Lynn & Chinboon to watch Marley & Me. Cried for the second time. Home sweet home then.

Friday was parent meeting session. My brother went to collect report slip and he had to rush off. I met Chinboon then Yasmin. We walk in and out of school quite a few times. LOL. Met Crystal then went Jieyun's house. After that, went back to school, and had lunch with band10 without Lipin. Band. After band, cabbed to IMM with Lynn & Crystal to meet Lynn's Mum. Bought the make up and stuffs -.- Home sweet home.

Saturday. Band as usual. Lipin is back :) Ate at Kenny's with Yiwen, Crystal, Yasmin, Lynn, Raymond, Lois, Kyinmay, Jieyun & Lipin. :) We met an old uncle which really make us speechless cause we don't know to really speak hokkien fluently. LOL. Went to Lipin's house to discuss stuffs. Home sweet home at 5? Fall asleep till 7pm+. Had dinner, bathe and head to aunt's house to put my stuffs while brother went back to pack his things. Staying at aunt's house for the time being cause my brother went to Brunei for his work attachment!

So bored now.. School tomorrow. Have to do homeworks later.....

Too late. :(

2010-10-25T18:27:00.001+08:00

Nothing to post. Monday blues as usual.
Just promised Yiwen I will post about her today because she is so awesome nice to accompany me from 1pm all the way till my piano lessons starts. Not forgetting Kyinmay & Jieyun especially that Jieyun that made me so pissed! Tsk. :)

TAG MEEEEEEEE!

Monday blues?

2010-10-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

How should I feel about tomorrow? I have totally no idea.

Those who have yet to know if you are promoted or not, all the best then. :)

Commitment is the first step in making your dreams a reality.

2010-10-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

Had band this morning. Lunch with the usual people without Lipin & Jieyun. Then went to Accent to get valve oils for the Trumpet section & Peishan. Raymond then tricked us to Westmall to see waterbottles but didn't get anything. After that we trained to Clementi to get KOI. The queue was super short, and when it rained, nobody was queuing. Waited quite awhile for the rain to get smaller, but it didn't so we resorted to climbing the railings as such that we will not get drenched but we did ah. We went on separated ways then. Julian came home, Yingxuan called. So both Julian and I bus down to Queensway to meet Sherice, Siwei, Weisheng & Darren Lim. I bought my bottle because Yingxuan saw it at a discounted price :) Then bused back home with Julian, Weisheng & Darren. Wii till 10pm. And they hsh. :)

My brother went Batam, so Julian and my aunt are staying over at my house for the weekends only. ;)

Sometimes, strangers can understand us better than a friend.

2010-10-22T22:58:00.001+08:00

Not only me, but everybody in 3d is promoted. Good news though. Miracles do happen sometimes. :)
Went Jurongville this morning for the Financial Literacy carnival, after that met part of band10 for brunch. They went off for band at 2pm, while I went for MEP. I got back my results, of course. It sucks, as expected. I don't want to drop, I hope Miss Fong don't ask me drop! :(
Although I hate MEP for always not allowing me to go for band regularly, which make me feel so fucking left out in band10. But in return, I got to know 2 new very good friends of mine that have been through 10 months of MEP together with me. Thank you. :)

I know one day I may just drift apart from band10, but haiz. It must be fated to be like this. :(

I know, I'm no longer the Vanessa everybody know. But who cause this to happen? Friends and you guys.

Chronophobia.

2010-10-19T21:46:00.001+08:00

A fear of time.

Happy thing today is that I spend my afternoon in band room. I don't wish for Friday to come. I don't wish for next Monday to come. God blesses me and my friends especially 3d classmates.

Thank you to those that really give me lots of encouragement. For example, Xinhui & Crystal. :)

Disappointing.

2010-10-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

I feel stupid. Every term, I tell myself I have to buck up and pull up my socks. But I didn't. Why? This is stupid really. :( I don't know what to do. I feel stupid. My friends around me, has put in a lot of effort and thus having awesome results. Congratulations to them but yet they are telling me that they can do better. Comparing this and that in front of me, but have you ever thought about how awesome your friend here has scored? It is freaking awesome that your jaws are gna dropped. This feeling is like somebody taking a few dozens of knife and stabbing it into my heart. I feel hurt.

The colours in the picture, represents happiness. Many different vibrant colours that allowed one to remember it vividly. The thought of it, just make one remember rainbow. A rainbow has many different colours, everybody would smile when they see it. It represents happiness. I want happiness. I want to be happy for my results. But this wish has never come true at all. Please allow me to promote, I will work harder. I swear upon my life. I will not want to regret ever, ever again.

Pushball tomorrow. Fucking sian. Hate this. I am so not gna particpate as I have not been participating for the past 10 months?

I'm sucha a disgrace for womens. I don't fit to even be one.

Didaskaleinophobia.

2010-10-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

This people above came over my house to wii and have steamboat yesterday. We had lots of fun and everybody is like screaming their heads off. I met them around 2plus at Clementi. Queued for Koi and bought some stuffs for steamboat. Then went to my house for wii and started steamboat at 6.30pm. They left at 8pm. I watched shows, and slept at 2am.

This morning woke up at 11 for breakfast then had chinese tuition. Bored like shit.

Tomorrow is almost everybody's doom day. I'm super worried. Just hope for the best. Good luck to everyone too. :)

Tag more please, thank you. ;)

Memories.

2010-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

To my dearest mummy:

Happy 1st year death anniversary, Mummy.
I'm just unhappy that you have left me, but I'm happy that you have ended your sufferings. I miss you a lot a lot a lot a lot (x infinity) I have got a lot to share with you. Are you in heaven now with ah gong? Spending your time happily now? :(

With lots of love,
your beloved daughter.

Who are you? Where are you? What are you?

2010-10-15T23:17:00.001+08:00

Look at the invisible ink we have on our hands! :D

Met Amalina in the morning before going to school. I couldn't sleep last night, I have no idea why too. :/ The learning style workshop was alright, I get to know who am I better. :) Brunch at Kenny's with Yiwen, Jieyun & Yingxuan. Trained home after that. Prepared etc, went to Jurong East to meet Crystal, Yiwen, Jieyun & Raymond. 335 to Science Centre. It has been ages since I last went, and the last time I went was with Mummy. Coincidentally met Weisheng, Darren, Siwei, Jarren & Jinghao inside! Had something light at Mac around 4plus. Raymond brought us the wrong way to IMM. Tsk. Yiwen went off first. Walked around IMM, had dinner and home sweet home.

Another fun day tomorrow. Gonna see Crystal tomorrow again! Sian.... Haha no lah!! Just joking. :)
Me sleeping early tonight! Tired.

Risk everything, nobody gets out alive anyway.

2010-10-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, Sandra. :)

Met Lipin, Crystal, Lynn, Yiwen, Kyinmay & Yasmin at Jp's Buzz. While in the train, I saw Arron. It has been like 2 months since I last saw him. I miss my tuition peeps. :( Anyway, then 172 to Sandra's house. Our surprise plan was a successful one. Sandra totally didn't suspect or anything. First time. Something funny happened which really made all of us laugh like hell. Went up to Sandra's house to take a seat. Took many pictures, all on my Facebook already. :) After that, Jieyun and Kyinmay left because one is not feeling well and the other need to rush for her work~ Trained to Tiong Bahru Plaza aftermath. Bought the tickets for The Child's Eye (3D). Waited for Yingxuan and Abigail, ate at KFC. Talked and crapped after we have finish eating for like 45 minutes. The movie was awesome. (Y) Trained back to Bukit Batok, Bloom called and say no tuition. Sian ttm, then wanted to buy KOI at clementi but the queue was awesome longgggggggg. Hsh after that.

Please get well soon, Jieyun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I'm going to enjoy this few days before the results comes. Maizura said that a lot of teachers finish marking already. Ah crap, gonna face my death on Monday. :/

Again, Happy 15th Birthday, Sandraaaaaa :) Love you!

Sometimes..

2010-10-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm back. This blog have been dead for close to a month already.
Well, within this two months, it was disastrous. I kept losing concentration on studying and revising. And honestly speaking, I think I will do badly, but I have tried my very best already. If the 'r' word were to exist after End of Year Examination results, I will just face it. Although I would really be devastated but ... :(

Anyway, gonna enjoy this few days of holidays before the results come and I would really have to face the fact.

Oh well, toodles~
I miss my laptop :D

I will do my every little bit to improve.

2010-09-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

I have got nothing to update, and my main motive now is trying my very best to study and do as much as revision as I can as possible. This end year results determines where I go. I want to continue in band, I want to graduate with my friends, I want to make my family proud of me. 3 simple motivation reasons.

Crystal, Lynn, Xinhui, Lipin, Jieyun, Abigail, Chinboon, Yiwen, Sandra, Yasmin, Kyinmay, Weisheng, Darren, Gabriel, Jinghao, 3D classmates, Michelle, Shahirah, Kerry, Kaixin, Rachelphong, Khailing. 加油加油加加油！All the way! Luv!

Best friend multiply your joy, divide your sorrow, subtract the past and add tommorow.

2010-09-10T13:47:00.001+08:00

07/08/2010

08/09/2010

On 8 September 2010, Happy 2 Years 6 Months, CCS! & Happy 15th Birthday, Lipin. :D

Both surprises for Lipin on 7 & 8 September was a success. :) I'm sure Lipin is happy and feel special about it, and admit that she is a year older already! :P

Of course, credits to a lot of people that make her surprise a success. One on Xinhui's side and the other one at Band10's side. :) Good job! (Y)

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. :D

My heart races when you appeared.

2010-09-04T21:31:00.001+08:00

I freaking forgotten that the MRT train from Clementi to Jurong East is stopped for constructions for this 2 days. Totally no transport to school at all so I resorted to cab to school. -.-! My pocket money flew away already. Went for dragon boating. I must admit that it was super fun with the team that is full of student councillors. Washed up etc at 1pm. Trained to City Hall with Zhunchong, Wilson, Lipin & Siwei. We'd sakae sushi for lunch. Trained home aftermath.

So bloody tired, gonna head to bed early today.
Next week is September holidays.

You are not fit at all.

2010-09-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

I thought I would do badly this time round, but I didn't. Thank god. Seriously, this is a wake up call. It is only less than a month to the End of Year Examinations. I want to graduate together with 3D. We started off as a class with the attendance of 41, and we will end off the class with the attendance of 41. ;)

I believe band10 is also super motivated to do well for end of year. There are just too much events going on during the end of year holidays, except for the extra lessons like obviously. I want to do well, I will do well, I strive to do well, I swear to do well, I want to prove everybody wrong, I want to make YOU proud.

Michelle Lim, I know you are reading this. You can do it, okay? Believe in yourself. :) Love you. :)

2nd September 2010.

Happy 15th birthday, Yasmin! :)

Teachers' Day 2010

2010-09-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers out there. :)

Hi September, and bye August.
September's only wish is to make myself stop getting distracted and study hard. I'm not gonna disappoint my family and friends and teachers.

You’ve got a lot to say, for the one that walked away.

2010-08-29T15:53:00.004+08:00

Today is a Sunday. A cooling, windy but yet sunny Sunday. I love this weather.
I have already decided to surrender my Ipod Touch to my brother tomorrow morning or maybe at the later part of the day. She will be my motivation to study even harder for End Year Examinations. I will study hard to retrieve her back. :)

2 days time, it will be a new month. The year 2010 has been a bad year for me, I struggled so much and has been through so many ups and downs with different companies. I just hope for the best in the later part of the year, and also gain more experience to what I have with me now. I will never let myself regret, I swear hard.

Just finished my Chinese tuition not long. I think I should get some rest and then start on my homework and revisions. I have been saying I will do revisions, but I didn't do any at all. Fuck myself, seriously. I'd seriously surrender ALL of the gadgets I have, be it laptop/handphone/itouch/shuffle, if I were to receive a paper that says, "Your kid is encouraged to retain for the year 2011." I will fuck myself hard, fuck myself into a pile of cow dung and never get into any commitments. God damn it.

You can't live a positive life with a negative mind.

2010-08-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

Had school today, took Chinese CT after school. Went to see sectionals then head for MEP with Gina, Shimin & Cheryl. Was dismissed early today at 5.15pm, head home straight. Fall asleep till 9pm. Maggie for dinner.

gonna start revision soon.

Fate brought us together.

2010-08-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

*edit kerry in.

It was fate that brought us together.

I love Percussion.

Dreams are road signs along the night time highway of sleep.

2010-08-19T14:49:00.003+08:00

I just feel like posting something on my blog, so I just randomly posted this here :)

Was downloading some songs and listening to songs on youtube. Then came back this video which made me fall in love with it. Listen it. -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlTUj68nkds&NR=1 It has a very nice tune in it, well, I really love it! :)

Whenever I'm sick, I really want to go back to school badly. :( My eyes are not recovering. How? :'(
Yesterday TYX ask me why am I always sick, and it really make me ponder about this question a lot.......

2010-08-18T21:32:00.001+08:00

I'm having swollen eyes and sore eyes. :( From my left eye spread to right eye, having a MC for a week. This is not normal sore eye cases, this is a super serious one. This morning went to a normal clinic to check my eyes but after that the doctor immediately sent me the hospital because this is a super serious case. :/ Anyway, I'm sure I'm gonna miss out a lot in school, but I'll stay at home and do self revision. :) I will miss band, so I will sometimes secretly go back for band practice. :p

See me back in school next week! I miss everybody in school. Those having sore eyes too, get well soon! :D

You never know what is gonna happen next.

2010-08-17T20:46:00.004+08:00

"我想做一个完全相反的我

我在这个世界拼命些什么

累死我"

If only 'if' exists in this world. I just don't understand. I'm so tired, just so tired. :'(
Can somebody enlighten me with a more positive stuffs? Somebody, be my motivator to study.

I like the examination seating arrangement. With Zoe, Sheetal, Amalina, Tiffany, Abigail, Weepeng, Rachel all around me. :) Can we don't change seats? :'(

Self claimed. Squaretwin.

Like stars, dim or bright, all of us still shine high in the sky.

2010-08-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

Time for a proper update now. :)

Friday, 6 Aug 2010. We had NDP in school and cultural expression. I miss folk dance to the max. I still remember we always try to skip folk dance lessons by dragging time, we always do stupid stuffs during folk dance, how we laugh at each other's partner and many more. I really miss those time :) After that, had lunch with Abigail, Yingxuan & Chinboon. Cabbed home to change with Yingxuan & Abigail. Met Crystal, Chinboon, Lynn, Yasmin & Yiwen at Buona Vista MRT platform. Cabbed to Orchard to support Coral at their own paragon's performance. :)

More pictures can be found on Facebook. :)
Dinner at Taka > Vivo City > Home sweet home.

Saturday, 7 Aug 2010. Band practice from 8am - 12pm. Skipped breakfast and lunch but my lovely juniors bought snacks and stuffs onto the bus. :) After loading everything on the lorry, finally get to settle down and calm down too. But Malcolm, Sofian & Sam were like jokers at the back of the bus. Crystal and I kept getting so pissed by their craps. Performance was 3pm & 4pm. A big thank you to those that came. :D After the performance, took pictures and then load everything back up again. Wah, sweat like mad. I forgot to bring my notes that was suppose to give my section, Sam and Malcolm. -.-!! Bade goodbye. Snapped a lot of pictures on the bus.

Brought all instruments back to band room was tough. Everybody was so tired that they refuse to cooperate! :( Band was dismissed, teacher-in-charge talked to the sec3s then dismissed around 7pm! All of us were so tired, so went to Fico for dinner with Kenneth, Crystal, Lynn, Raymond, Kerry, Chinboon, Yiwen, Jieyun, Lois & Sandra. (Did I miss out anybody?) As usual, talked crappy stuffs etc. Home sweet home around 9pm. Went home, took a bath, slept immediately.

Sunday, 8 Aug 2010.
Happy 2 years 5 months, sisters! (L)
Woke up around 11am. Facebook, breakfast etc. Went back to bed at 3pm again. Woke up around 5pm. Still dead tired. -.- Bathe, had some snacks, went off to grandma's place. Skype with Jamie was fun. My 3rd aunt was like tempting her with all sorts of food from Singapore to Poland. :) Steamboat for dinner. Then skype with Jeremy. Again, 3rd aunt went tempting him too! From Singapore to Australia. LOL. I miss my cousins to the max. It was grandma's birthday, waited for Justin with this buddy to be back from zoo.. Then, cut the cake. Home sweet home around 9pm. I'm lazy to upload the photos la! Soon. Hahah. :)

Monday, 9 Aug 2010.
HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE. :)
Woke up around 9am. Went to pray Mum>Chinatown>Hsh.
Now blogging, I'm going to study now. It is common test week!!!!!!!!! :)

There are so many photos in this post, should be enough to replenish the past few weeks of posts that didn't have any photos! Hahaha. :)

Post again, after all the tests is over, yeah? :)

Everything happens for a reason,

2010-08-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

Just a short post as I'm too tired to update for this week, just got no time to on the laptop and surf the net etc. I'm so busy for this week till I'm so dead tired for today. After tomorrow, all band members can relax and concentrate on other stuffs already. :) Most importantly, revision for common testttttttt! :(

Tomorrow, feel free to come down to Paragon shopping centre and support Westwood Concert Band!
:) I love band, I love percussion! :D

Continue tagging me! Check out the recent uploaded pictures on my Facebook and new updates on Twitter k! :)

Every exit is an entry somewhere else.

2010-07-31T19:27:00.002+08:00

I miss those fun. I miss those laughters. I miss those jokes. I miss having fun. I miss LOL. I miss crapping with you guys. I miss doing bad stuffs in class. I miss the 'cockroach farm' in class. I miss every single one of you in class. I miss Mr Chou's screaming and shouting. I miss 2Espirit. I miss screaming up and down. I miss making fun of teachers with you guys. I'm no longer me. :(

As today is the last day of the month of July, let me do a short update.
I fell down yesterday while having fun with band. :( Cab home after eating at Fico with the usual peeps. I had a hard time bathing. :( Slept around 12am. Today, had band. I like today's NDP rehearsal. I think I had fun with Crystal, Kerry, Sam & Malcolm when the rehearsal was about to end. Shahirah, Rachel & Khailing are like jokers of the day. I love percussionist. :) Dismissed around 1pm+ Lunch at Jp's KFC with Lois, Crystal, Yiwen & Raymond. I bought Sezairi's album! 8D Cool to the max, I got his poster too. HEHE ^^ I get to claim something from Sezairi at 6 Aug with the redemption code given. YAY. 8D Train home with injured knees, I was tolerating the pain. :(

張芸京's album is out againnnnnnn. Should I buy? I didn't buy the first one. ://///

1 more week to Paragon! Jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou! :)

Mistakes is natural, but doing it again its no longer natural.

2010-07-28T20:45:00.001+08:00

A lot of bad things happened today and there is only one thing that made me happy.
Whenever I scold or somebody else's say them, how can I not feel hurt because they are under me, I'm the leader. I tried all my ways to scold or improve or to teach despite me having an impatient character. I tried, I controlled! I just feel that I have enough workload in my studies and going band is suppose to let me not feel that stress. If controlling just 7 person in a section is so hard, I feel that I'm a failure. Really. I'm the biggest loser on Earth. FML. Whatever it is, I love my section. Be it the alumni or younger ones, everybody is like my brothers and sisters. I swear hard. Percussion, I hope this had really knock some sense into you if you are reading.

Sighs.

Nobody's perfect, that is why we need to be forgiven.

2010-07-27T12:17:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting regularly. I'm just too busy with studies and band. :)

19 July - 21 July was as per normal, went down to Coral for band practice with the 10 people.
22 July, Thursday. School was as per normal, early dismissal at around 2pm. Met the rest of the 10 people, trained all the way to Woodlands. Ate some light lunch, went RP to change after that. Coral came around 4pm+, got our stockings so we went back to the toilet to change. Then got prepared etc, warm up>tuning room>performance. I think I did a bad job, because my parts were so unclear, but I was determined to do well. After that, Coral went back to their school whereas the Westwood went back in to listen the rest of the bands for the Evening time. Then changed back to PE, dinner with Kenneth, Jolene, Lynn & Crystal at Long John. Trained to Buona Vista, brother fetched me home after that. Coral's result was as expected, good job! :) I said a lot of thank you on that day. Revised for Geography test, slept.

23 July, Friday. School was as usual, MEP was cancelled. (Y) Went home straight, rest, met Crystal, Jieyun & Yanhong in the train. Trained to Tanjong Pagar, represented Westwood to collect the certificate. I was damn bloody nervous, I don't know why and I only smiled when I was about to shake hands with the lady. Aichi Meiden's guest performance was awesome to the max! I love it. :) I can't wait for them to be back on 2012. :) Had late dinner at Tiong Bahru's Mac. Trained back home, bathe>slept.

24 July, Saturday. Without complains, I went to school myself for band practice. Lunch at Kenny's, then bused home with Lipin, Raymond, Yiwen & Crystal to take my IC photo and money. They had Ice Kachang, then trained to Jurong East and made my Ezlink card. Damn ugly lah! I don't like it. :( Bade goodbye to Crystal went we reached IMM. Went to Daiso, then hsh. For no reason, was having a headache, and was forced to do POA's assessment book. -.- Bloody shit, slept at 1am, I think.

25 July, Sunday. A&E Math tuition as usual at 9.15am. Tired like -_-" Chinese tuition was cancelled. Hsh>Bathe>Met Kyinmay, Yiwen & Lipin on the train. Alighted at Payar Lebar>Cab to Meridian JC. Again, the Aichi Meiden's concert was awesome especially the signature song, Deep Purple Medley. :D Hsh after that and was stucked outside the house for 30 mins because my maid went to buy dinner. After dinner, wanted to rest awhile before starting to do my revision and homework. But fall asleep till 10pm when Edwin called me. Bathe>started revision and homework. Slept at 12

Yesterday's school really suck. I had diarrhoea for more than 3 times in school. -_- I feel so stupid, that I drank milk that worsen my diarrhoea. Bloody hell. :/ Went to Julian's house, had lunch and Julian's Mum gave me some medicine. Had a nap there, and the diarrhoea came back. Quickly went home, see the doctor, ate dinner and medicine, slept at 11pm.

Today didn't went to school. But felt guilty for leaving Abigail alone in school because Amalina was on MC too. LOL. Woke up at 10. Breakfast>Television>Ate Medicine>Now blogging. I think I'm going tuition later, but see how first, I scare the diarrhoea is like -_- yah you know.

Sigh, common test is coming. Must study, this is a must!!!!

Alright, I shall go do my homework, practice hard for my piano and revision time? :)

Tag me please, people especially silent readers~

You must accept your sin before you remove it.

2010-07-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

加油 everybody for tmr's sibf!
Just pray hard i won't screw up my parts! :)

Add oil to both ww and coral people! Hahaha:)

2010-07-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I don't have my very own best friend. I lost all my friends because of my attitude. Who still is there? Lost best friends, lost good friends, lost classmates, lost schoolmates, lost bandmates. I don't know who to head to. I always worried about this, everyday.

Sometimes, strangers understand us more than friends.

2010-07-18T13:34:00.001+08:00

My face damn round ==

I'm back!

Thursday's lesson was alright, but my mood was not the best after all. I broke down after running my 2.4 alone. Thank you, Mr Chou for the encouragements! Best Fatherly Teacher ever, really. You guys out there that has bad stuffs about him, maybe try looking another positive note! He is really a good teacher. :) I'd lunch pizza at Fico together with Abigail, Amalina, Yingxuan & Jieyun. Head to Amalina's house aftermath without Jieyun. Left around 5pm, rushed home and changed, went for tuition. I lost my ez link card, therefore I cabbed home and brother came down to pay. Slept at 12am+

Friday I overslept! Woke up at 7am, rushed down to school, I won't be late if there isn't any traffic jam outside school!! :( But anyway, I cheated lol! Lessons was alright, had band after that. Drills+Sectional. Bused home after that, I fall asleep in the bus so I missed my bus stop and I had to walk back home. Dinner>Tv>Sleep.

Saturday, which was yesterday. I went for piano lessons at 1030, met Crystal at 1220. Went to Accent Music School, we asked for directions, walk and sweat a lot. LOL. While going back to my house, we kept seating the wrong bus!!! Had lunch at my house, then realised I misread the NDP ticket "rules" so we rushed down to Padang for the NDP preview. It was alright I can said, it will be even exciting if I can get to go for the actual day! Before leaving, saw Zhunchong & Sitian. Wah stunned man. Haha. KFC for dinner at Funan mall, trained home aftermath. Bath>TV>Sleep.

Today is a Sunday. Trained down to tuition as my brother is not in town! :((( I'm so sleepy. Trained back home, bought breakfast, uploaded yesterday's NDP preview pictures and here I am.

Tomorrow is a new school day again~ It is going to be a busy weeeeeeek!! Monday - Thursday going over to Coral, Friday die also must go MEP, Saturday leadership workshop. AH GG LIAO! :( Thursday having SIBF with Coral. I'm still unsure of my parts, :( Common test week is coming too, I better start revising or I will regret. Since I have said that common test week is coming so I will not be updating too often, yeah? :))

I shall go and have a nap or else = GG. Tomorrow have E Math test~!!!!! I must score well ;)
Anyway, always check out my twitter for latest update! :)

Ciao~

It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone else's.

Life without faith in something is too narrow a space to live.

2010-07-14T22:39:00.001+08:00

Mathematics is always teaching us : "Every problem has a solution."

I met a problem yesterday. I feel so lost, I feel so useless, but thinking back, I believed this a setback that God gave me to boost my confidence. I will stay optismistic! Well, I will try to change for the good.

School was alright today, I fall asleep a few times during lessons. Miss Lau Yi Wen didn't come school today, get well soon k! I don't miss you. HEHE. ^^ Had band, I have said my piece and will do my best to improve them in the best way if not I will not be able to acheive my goals, yeah? Band had been my everything eversince the sec4s passed out. The recent competition is a big regret all of us had. If Lynn is determined to make her section better, I don't see why I can't too? Whatever that happens, I love my section deep deep. ;)

Next whole week is a busy week! I believe I can overcome those stress that might be climbing over my head. :)

I'm no longer the Vanessa everybody know, i changed myself, nobody understands yah? :)

Action may not always bring happiness but there is no happiness without action.

2010-07-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

If you never heard of band, means you are young or not into good music.

Love spending the day with Lynn, Crystal and Kenneth Low. They never fail to make laugh like mad although they always make me so pissed! :@ Of course, I still love band10 and ccsb!!

Ok just a short update before I start homeworking. Btw, thank you meixian(L)(K) :D

Mum, thank you for blessing me with great friends around. I miss you. I love you.

Our disappointment sits between us.

2010-07-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

Music is something that cannot be translated into words.

Yesterday was the most terrifying day I ever had. July is the worst month ever as it is also a busy month.
We participated the National Band Competition. It is obvious that some of the bands are awesome good. Our results was the most unexpected one. I don't know how should I react upon knowing the results, we could have done better, and definitely there will be smiles smiling from one end to the other. Since we have expected for this results, why didn't we do something about it? I have done so much self reflection yesterday. Why did this happen? Why did I allow such things to happen? I regretted. And it is too late. When I saw his FB last night, I was devastated, so does the rest of the band leaders. I believe that their eyes are swollen like goldfish's eyes. Our next goal is SYF 2011, I want to get the results that all of us wished for it. I want, I swear bloody hard that I will make my section better.

After the competition, had lunch with Crystal, Lipin, Lois, Raymond, Kyinmay, Jieyun, Sandra, Lynn 7 Yiwen. It was a last minute decision to go Lipin's house to play Dominoes. All of us were like stress free there. Left around 6.30pm and went to Crystal's house awhile to slack with Raymond & Lynn. We head to Jp for dinner at 8pm, something happened that made Crystal, Lynn & I to laugh like shit, seriously man. Burger King for dinner. Art box> Popular> Home. I strained my arms, I can't feel a single thing yesterday. It is at least a bit better now. Today had 2 tuition, then slack throughout the day. 3rd aunt and uncle came, I had dinner with them including my maid, grandma and aunt at 6plus..

I will never forget what happen yesterday, and will never allow the same thing to happen in SYF 2011.
WWCB, take this as a lesson, (I'm sure all of you are reading this), never allow such thing to happen if you want your gold for SYF 2011. I'm sure I want that gold for SYF 2011. We will break the records. Jiayou!

This was really a disappointment. The most frightening day ever.

"But" is a word you use when you're afraid to try.

2010-07-09T21:54:00.001+08:00

I'm too tired to elaborate much about this week, it is just band. If you ask me, how's life? Busy with band. There'll be definitely be a word 'band' in the sentence. :) Tomorrow is the day that we, WWCB members, have been waiting for, after preparing for months! Although it was meant for us to gain experience but also what we get means a lot to us. ;)

13 hours to go for our National Band Competition.
Jiayou bandmates. We just have to do what Mr Wong have told us and remember all our basics. :))))
Rest well, and save up the energy for tomorrow! :)
Jiayou band and of course, my section lah duhhhhhhhhh. ;)

Oh and the Taiwan pictures, my brother has already uploaded. I will tag some of them into my Facebook profile for you guys to peep those pictures. HAHA ;p
I think I will go and rest now. :)
Bye!

Everybody has a beautiful smile, why don't you show it to others? :)

2010-07-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

When is the type of friend I need gonna appear?

Happy 2 years and 4 months, sisters.
Your the ones that have spend almost all my ups and downs in my 3 years of secondary school life. Thing has changed so much eversince we were separated into different classes, definitely. Where are all the times we used to have? Laughing, cracking jokes, eating together etc. I miss those times. Of course, all of us have our own reasons if we are unable to come together to even talk. I understand because even I myself also have difficulties trying to join you guys. For example like having band practices, my own classmates, my own class schedules, my own tuition schedules etc. This June holiday we didn't manage to even spend a day together, which is so rare. But hopefully after the end of year, we would be able to come together and then mug hard for O levels! Despite having my own schedules etc, nevertheless, please remember that I love you guys a lot. :) And this friendship will still continue on. I will still try my best to always get in contact with you guys :) Strive for the best for your studies. :)

The only truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

2010-07-07T20:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th birthday, Lynn sunshine. :)
Thank you for your entire 15 years of life you allowed me to be part of your life. Whenever I'm sad, you never fail to cheer me up with your nonsensical joke. Your one of the rare friends that I can ever find in my life. Hope you enjoy what band10 has done for you although I didn't contribute much:) I love you!
-

I'm falling sick. And this sucks. 3 more days to go bandmates!!!

Behind every beautiful thing, there's some kind of pain.

2010-07-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

A few things happened last night. One of it was my dog has her period so suddenly. Then my brother did some stuffs that made me laugh like shit. LOL.

Spend my day today with Lipin, Sandra, Jieyun at first then Crystal and Yiwen till I went for piano. After piano, I find it weird why did my slippers were hiding behind the flower pot. But after calling Crystal then realise the real culprit was Yiwen and Crystal. Immature acts lol! I saw you, hai....

5 more days. C'mon WWCB. strive for the best!!!! I love bandmates.

You don't learn from your mistakes unless you make them first.

2010-07-04T18:15:00.002+08:00

First week of school is finally over. It was exhausting because I was lacking of sleep. :(

A bit of what happened at Taiwan.

Basically, I went a few of Taiwan's night market and it was damn squeezy and hot there. But I bought quite a few stuffs there as well. I remembered on the second day there, I went CKS Memorial Hall. The stairs up there was killing me plus the hot sun which is like cmi already. On the very same the day, I went to try their famous ice kachang which also known as the ice monster. Not bad eh! I also went to the Doraemon Theme Park as well. I played all the indoor games including the roller coaster. Damn exciting la, I was scared my spectacles and I would fly away because I can't see a thing inside. Took pictures with Doraemon and watch the Doraemon show there. On that same day, went to Jay Chou's shop to have dinner. Finally have wifi there which made my day a bit better after all the walking. :) I did went to another side of Taiwan, which is the Danshui. Visited the places of interest which is the Fairy Cave which is like wow, Singapore doesn't have such things! Went to the miao kou (night market again). Everyday slept at 12am or 1am cause they have exciting movies/shows on tv. Haha. That is all. :)

On the day when I was back, my phone got so fucked up. Spoiled already, maid bought a new phone so I used her previous one. Then last Sunday, went for RP's concert. Then had dinner at KFC before going home. Did homework until 3am. Slept at 4 after manage to toss around on the bed.... For the rest of the days, was a bad day because I was too tired, totally not enough sleep at all. :(

Yesterday had band till 1pm. Somebody either wore the wrong shoe or steal my shoe. Bad day. Brother fetched me, borrow slippers from Aunt, went to pray Mum, bought Mac for brunch at 3pm which is my first meal for the day -.- Home, ate, slept till 8pm on the sofa while going thru my scores. Damn tired. Downloaded new games into itouch. Fall asleep at 2am while playing games.

Today went for tuition. Then head to queensway to restring brother's badminton racket and bought my converse shoes. It is another pattern now. Walked to ikea after that to get brother's computer table and some other stuffs. Home at 2pm. Lunch, play itouch and start some work.
I have yet to upload photos taken at Taiwan onto my desktop. X.x I think I will upload tmr cause it is a holiday. :p I plan to finish my homeworks today :)

I gotta continue doing homework alr.
Tag please, or I go Mia:)

2010-06-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

I know I promised to blog but I have no time. I'm too tired, rushing for homework, and no time too. School was just some shit. Tmr have test alr!!! Sorry but will blog during the weekends! At the same time, keep the tags coming in!

Lynn ho, cheeeeeeer up! Love you! :)

alright, shall do homework and sleep early:s

bye ;)

First anniversary.

2010-06-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy first anniversary, CCSB.

I'm back from taiwan already. I will blog tomorrow.
I miss all my friends.
Gina, Mandy, Janice, Crystal, Chinboon, Lipin, Lynn, Jieyun, Yasmin, and many many more.

2010-06-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

HI SINGAPORE HI FRIENDS HI BEST FRIENDS
I'M NOT SPENDING THE WEEK AT TAIWAN WELL. BUT IM ALRIGHT.

THEREFORE...
HI SINGAPORE & EVERYBODY IN A DAY'S TIME AND 6 HOURS LATER!

When you said you will promise to keep me by your side, it meant the other way round

2010-06-19T01:17:00.001+08:00

As I promised, I'll post and here I am. ;) The time now is a bit late, so shall quickly get this done and I shall start with my project.

Basically, I have been sleeping real late because of the holiday assignments. Finally, I've left with the last two which is AMath & English project ;)

On Wednesday. I went for the MTDC's graduation concert at 7.30pm. The percussionists was superb, I must say. My eye balls almost fell out! Band people were hungry, and got nowhere to go! So we decided to camp outside 7-11 while Eeleen, Ivy & Syairah went off first. All of us bought cup noodles, drink, snacks etc. It was a great experience, ;) Trained home straight after that. Brother fetch me home from the MRT. Homeworking till 3, slept.

Thursday. Woke up at 0945. 6 hours of sleep. Met Venetia, Mandy, Arron and Junhao and we went to watch Nanny Mcphee & the big bang. Not bad lah. Nowhere to go, ended up to my house for wii. 6plus left, went for tuition and was late. Went home with a headache. Late dinner. Gave up on Chemistry. Slept at 2?

Today. Woke up at 0900. Sigh~ Tired like -.- Breakfast> Pray Mum> Boon Lay> Home> Bathe> Chinatown> Pioneer mall> Haircut> Piano lessons> Jack's place> IMM> Home> Grandma's place> Home. I did packing of my luggage. Then ate maggie cause was too hungry, so here am I.

I promise to upload my dog's picture but can't seem to connect the laptop's bluetooth. So shall upload another one.

Obviously most of her hair is gone except those on her head. Haha, not clear la. But I will post one clearer, when I'm back~ :)

Lau Yi Wen is sweet cause she sent me a text which contains nonsense. Haha. Luv you lah, Yiwen ^^ :)

I'll be away for a week. I will miss percussionists, band10, ccsb. AND GINA! ;) (L)

Break.

2010-06-18T00:44:00.001+08:00

Give me a break, I can no longer hold on there anymore. I need to talk to somebody. Homeworks are struggling to be completed, so am I is struggling to GET A BREAK FROM THEM. Controlling my tears, trying to take a break. I find myself very lousy, coz I cope with the stress I have now. I learnt a lesson, I will start my homework, earlier next time. Yasmin, you're indeed a role model to me. Really. Gave up on Chemistry. Last homework to be done is A Math and the project. 加油！

Miss 2Espirit. Miss CCSB.
I really wonder how are all of you. My heart still belongs to the class and clique. Never say never.

Promise I will post latet. I will do so.
Therefore, good nights.

For as gold is tested in fire and so will love be perfected in pain.

2010-06-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

See the time in my post? So late. But no choice, the only part of the day when I can concentrate better and do my work!! :) Received a positive comment about me on Facebook which is a good thing! I want to try it out but will finish my homeworks first then try it out? Hahaha. Alright, 2 homework down already. Gonna chiong the next assignment given! I wil try to post on Friday before I go overseas cause Wed and Thurs is a long day!!!

So, tag more, please. I feel so no welcome by my blog. ;(

P.S. Hates people who backed out last minute:)

nights! sweeeeeeeet dreams:)

Fear makes strangers of people who would be friends.

2010-06-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

2 holiday assignment down (Y)
Re-watch Miss No Good today, it is still as funny as it is. My maid loves it. (Duh, nonsense show:p)
Nothing productive came out when I went down early to Knowledge park.
Dinner with Jtky, Mlyf, Ljh, Arron, Teacher Karen & Mr Kive @ Uncle's kitchen. (Y)
Bought chewy junior home, as told by my Brother.
Trained home alone. :'( as I didn't join the rest to Teacher Karen & Mr Kive's house.
Downloaded a few old chinese songs.
Bhb Lynn has gone to bed already, nonsense girl.
The bitch, just joking, Crystal, is coming back tomorrow from Phuket, I hope she have bruises on her body or something LOL :p I got a lot to tell you!!!!!
Lipign is chionging the report for Mr Wong, when I haven't even start!!!!! :(
On MSN with tyx, tlp, lxh LOL

Nights all, I shall start on some of my homework now. I dislike A MATH. :(

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

2010-06-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

I didn't manage to complete the last post's to-do-list. But today, I finished the English holiday assignment's vocabulary exercises and also manage to almost finish the E Math questions and already started A Math worksheet. Totally can go bonkers de lor! I will complete them, by Tuesday:) Oh yah, my dog went for grooming today:) it's not a botak dog, but a better looking dog:p Who wants to see her? Hah, will post her new haircut picture in the next post.

Tomorrow celebrating Mr Kive's birthday with usual knowledge park peeps(L) I think I will go down early to complete my homework at knowledge park, since there is too much distractions at home! Tv, laptop, itouch, handphone. Really is a lot of distractions. (N)

okay, yup, I'm blogging through my itouch. And what I'm gonna do now is try do some questions before gng to bed?

Alright, nights all!!! :)

continue tagging! I miss crystal, I love Lynn! LOL,

The strongest people are the people who can still smile through all the bullshit they’ve been through.

2010-06-11T23:58:00.004+08:00

Wasted my whole day today. :(
I only did a few questions on E Math, but at least I did. Thanks Yasmin and Lynn for coming over. :) I bought the same shoe bag as Lynn (Y) Spend the whole night with her. Ate dinner together, wii together. :) I love her rebonding can! Lynn, I Love You!!! :) I'm so nice. :) Just finished doing some research on my English Individual Project. Hopefully, I will finish doing everything tomorrow? Watching world cup now!!!!!

Tomorrow's to-do-list:

Go get my POSB ATM card with brother :)
Finish E Math Holiday Assignment Worksheet
Finish Chemistry TYS (at least 2 chapters!!)
Finish English Individual Project, (at least till top 5 people.)

Hopefully I don't waste so much time doing nonsense, again, like today. Tomorrow will definitely be a fruitful day. :)

How's my new blogskin? Spend quite some time finding it though it is from blogger. :) What about my new blog song? Haha. And if you realise, my blog has been opened! :) So tag me, people!! :)

Happy 28th Month, Bully#2. I'm sure that there are prezzies for me, right? :) Welcome back. :)

P.S. Lau Yi Wen! I love your blog song :)

Failure is not falling down, it's staying down.

2010-06-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

Blogging through itouch again.
Yesterday slept at 12. I think? This morning woke up at 11, FINALLY, by a nightmare:( Bathr etc, met Lynn at Jp around 1pm? Popular> Cotton on> Rubi> Anna Nucci> KFC> Yiwen's house. Bought a lot of things, then decided to go Yiwen's house. We talked, played, cooked LOL. Left around 6.20pm then bused to Jp and trained to tuition. Thanks Bloom for the cakes:) I'm eating them now! Hahahaha my dinner man. LOL.

Really hope they will come later:/ I shall go to bed soon! Tired:(
Bon voyage, Crystal!

I miss you, mum.
I miss Gina too!! :)))))

Helpless over stuffs like this.

2010-06-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

Blogging through itouch again!
Today was suppose to meet Kyinmay to take the band room keys and open the band room at 8.30AM! I was late as I overslept:/ I feel so bad, but okay lah, Lois was around to accompany her? Haha. Today is the last band practice before we go for a band break? Sectionals was fruitless. :s Lunch with Boon, Jolene, Crystal and Siman as the rest were either still at lessons or had section lunch. Full band was the worst part of the day, really. I was freaking unhappy as percussion kept on getting scolded by band. I can't help but getting upset and thinking of what on earth should I do? :( the only thing is to give them homework, which I think I usually won't or just give for fun. Indra came back today, just somehow, I think Crystal and I had that kind of weird feeling, hor? Yay that he is joining us for our competition next
month!!! ;) I'm considered lucky to have a senior like him that can guide me in teaching Percussion? Omg, please do not think otherwise! :) After band, it was a angry one also-.- Went to talk to Miss Huda about it. I feel so much better right now :) I think had a little meeting with the Sec3s also at Fico hub? Hsh with Lynn again. Did English homework on the bus just now while I was on my way home. Lol!

Tomorrow finally no lessons who wants to come my house for wii? Or even homework outside or what? Ask me out man! Or I'll stay at home and slack. LOL!

Silent readers / stalker please tag me:)
I think I will open my blog soon.....

Time will make you forget me, but time will make me love you more than before.

2010-06-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

Blogging through my itouch.
Today's band was kinda alright. I wasn't feeling that well so I went late and put Kyinmay's aeroplane! I promise Kyinmay I will not do it again tmr. :) Sectionals was fruitful today excluding their strokes-.- Lunch with Michelle, Khailing, Rachel and Mariah today. First time sial, it was because that Crystal and I got left out as the rest of them went for section lunch. During full band, any mistake percussion make, I'm definitely the one that got scolded. Sian ttm man. After band, took 185 with Lynn and Janice. Hsh.

Shall sleep early tonight! Shall continue homework now and sleep early today! Tmr sure get torture.......

Happy 27th Month, CCS.

Sudden change

2010-06-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

Really. Seriously. Honestly. Tell me at my tagboard what's the meaning of friends?

I finds it so hard.

2010-06-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

Brother sent me to school for band today. But it was wasted, because the keys were gotten damn too late. :( Fullband without the sec1s plus coral members. At least the basses sounds better and nicer now. ;) The whole band then was punished and we did 74 pumpings and 34 squats. That was really crazy, usually I'll grumble about it but today I won't. I suddenly realise at times, we really can be very united! :) Lunch with band10+Raymond+Lois. Then went to Sandra's house with Lipin, Yiwen, Lois & Crystal. Something happened which made me damn upset, but overall it is fun. :) 172 back to Lot1 around 6.30pm > Trained home > Dinner > Used lappy, as usual Facebook and downloaded games for my itouch. Yay. New games.

Just hope that everything that happened today, will not happened again once more. :)
Off to play my itouch games~

My fifteen birthday.

2010-06-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

On the Wednesday, it was my 15th birthday. Who wouldn't be sad if they have to go back to school for lessons and cca! But at least, it was a unique and different birthday. I receive a lot of texts when the clock strikes twelve. Thanks to @Crystalsngz, she made my phone hanged for at least 5 minutes. I did reply to all the people that has wished me, because I think that they are so kind to have stayed up to twelve just to wish me! Or maybe it was just a coincidence? But still, I really thank every single one of you. Nonetheless, over at Facebook, I also thank ALL the people for wishing me. It is very obvious that I copied and paste the 'Thank you' but it really comes from the bottom of my heart. Schoolmates/classmates that wished me in school, including band mates. I really really appreciate it. Not forgetting my brother that has forked out a itouch and a $200 dinner for me. And also CCSB for the gifts, and band10 for the surprise that made me so speechless. This birthday might be unique, but it is a memorable one for me because there is not a lot of pictures taken. :)

Be careful of these people above, they are cruel and disgusting people!! All of them made my cousin the spy!!! I shall not explain why, but just visit either one of their blogs and you will know what exactly they did. Super specific one is Crystal's blog. Not forgetting, Sandra and Chinboon that is also part of the whole surprised but they didn't manage to come. Nevertheless, I love all 9 of them. Every single one that has never ever fail to make me happy despite having setbacks etc. :)

All their wonderful and sweet gifts. :)

AND OF COURSE, NOT FORGETTING, CCSB :)

The gift they give me. :)

Thank you, really. Maybe it doesn't comes from the bottom of your heart, but at least, it is the thought that count. Love all 10 of you too~! :D

Thank you all. Really. :) Unique, memorable, style~ :)

I haven't been updating much because it is just lessons from 8am to 1pm. Cca till 5pm. Home, did homework. That's all. T.G.I.F :) Today was a bad day, because I realise I hate punishing people. :( I shan't talk about it but have already shared it with Jiayi. Thanks:)
Sorry for updating so late because yesterday I had no time asd need to finish all given work. :(((
I'm so old already~!

Bon voyage to Abigail, Gabriel, Wilson, Sherice, 3D people, and all going Japan trip people. :)

Me. Didn't. Receive. Your. Wishes. :(

If only, you could keep secrets.,

2010-06-01T20:15:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 645 today. 185 to school. 8am to 4pm was lessons. During breaks, sneak up to band room a few times. :/ I feel so uneasy because band and lessons clashes. :( Went to band room less than an hour for full band only. Then 185 with some band10 people, saw you. (name) sucks-.- Trained home aftermath. Brought maid to clinic, bought dinner, ate and here I am.

Gonna go bathe, start POA and English homework already. I think don't have twelve midnight I won't go to bed today. Another long day tomorrow, and I will be celebrating it differently. :)

Tomorrow is the day, what will happen? We shall see tomorrow.. Surprises? Presents? Bashes?

P.S. I HAD ENOUGH, IF YOU WANT TO TELL ME HOW BAD I AM. HOW VICIOUS I AM. WHAT A BAD FRIEND I AM. JUST TELL ME PLEASE. PLEASE PLEASE, I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO ON FB SAYING ME ANYMORE.

Exhausting.

2010-05-31T22:42:00.001+08:00

I smiled.

Few things to be upset and happy of.
Upset cause

Piano class was brought forward to 0930. :( Damn early.
Cabbed to school at 1100 after piano as I was late already. :(
Money just flew away~
Sweating like a mad pig today!!!!!!!!
Trained from Boon Lay to Pasir Ris. (Stab me please)
Started learning Die Fledermaus mallet, damn hard. ;(
Had my first meal at 1700. Then dinner at 1900 -.-
Lessons start tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy cause

It is great experience to join Coral.
Never regret deciding to join.
I smiled today..

Tomorrow lessons gonna be like 8am to 3pm with an hour break in between from 12pm - 1pm. Gonna go band like damn late lah wtf. 3D is like a goner for goodness sake. :/ I WANT TO GO BAND.

I wished everyday was only learning music and band. 8D! Oops that was just my wishful thinking. :/

I wonder how is your 'O' MT :(

What is friendship?

2010-05-30T22:08:00.004+08:00

Tuition in the morning again. I felt that I learnt a lot, but it is how should I apply them during examinations/tests. ;) After that, went back to my Jurong home again. Open up the storeroom and went back home to take a look. I was super nervous while opening the door, scared that he will be at home, but it turns out that the house has been rented out to China Men and the bastard has sold away the furnitures or maybe threw away. :( I have yet to take Mum's stuffs, very guilty. :( Hsh and had lunch. 3 hour nap, woke up at 5pm. Something happened, and it made me damn upset.

Tomorrow is a long day for me, going over to Coral to get some new experience ;)

Now, shall go do some homework. Will I get surprises, it just 3 more days.

Mum, I miss you. :(

Humans are unpredictable.

2010-05-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

I slept very late last night. Talking to some insane person which shows me porn and I freaked out. -.-
Today woke up at 11am, (Y) I FINALLY WOKE UP AT THIS TIME. Well, this shows how tired I am already. Brother bought breakfast for me, ready on the table after I've wash up, thank you! :) After that did some band stuffs for 2 hours. :/ Being a secretary is tough, but of course, I did share my workload with Mingli. :) Then went facebook, did holiday assignments, bath, went out with Brother, Brother's girlf and maid. I went back to Jurong and finally ate my favourite western food. :D Luv it ttm! Elder uncle's house> Sheng Shiong > Hsh.

Less than a week to that day, I would really wish to have surprises. But nobody likes a person like me, I'm like a cockroach which many people detests, seriously. I just want all friendships to be back to normal. :(

Alright, shall do a bit of work and then time for bed!

P.S. Mr bully wee, rest assure that I'll be alright. ;)
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