176, A perfect family.

Ignore this, people.

I want a perfect family. I don't want a hot temper father, I just hate this. Imagine your father criticises your mother with those super hurting words in front of you. Will you feel sad as well? My father is a joker as well, but he can be hot tempered anytime. I hate this, a perfect couple have to respect each other, and also show good examples to their children. You know what my father said? Rahs, I guess this is my family thing. I'm super envious those families, whose parents dote their children a lot. I don't understand, a perfect family of mine, just because of my father, everything chnged. My father had an accident, which causes my brother not to be at home nowadays, which causes my father to be damn fucking hot tempered. What happen to a perfect family I used to have last time. I hate this:( I hate myself because I inherited my father's fucking genes.

Currently, I'm also sad because _ wasn't true to me and I know already. I'm just waiting for him to say that few words, and its over. I'm crying while I typing this.

I want a perfect family, and a perfect friendship. I don't need a perfect guy by my side now.
I might not be blogging nowdays, sorry.
No mood for anything now.
If I never reply you in MSN, sorry.