306. I was the cause.

Hola, good evening.

• Yesterday night, my dad went crazy. I slept at 1.
• It rained in the morning, my thermometer went down.
• Somebody made me damn pissed off until I really want scream.
• Lessons were great today. Esp folkdance.
• Went to Xinhui's house, watched Paris & Milan.
• Reluctant to go for piano, but I still went.
• I'm super sleepy now.

To the somebody, I loved dearly.
Please do not blame Yingxuan, because I force her to tell me. You said I was uncontrollable, oh well, fine, I stop. You want your freedom that you said I took it away, ok, I return you. Well, you want to quit. I won't stop you, because all of us have nothing in common. I'm anti towards them? You put words into my mouth, fine. You like to tell Amirul so much things in Malay, I won't stop you. But I would recommend if you can just say it right into our faces. You are loser? No, is I am the one. I was the cause of everything. From today onwards, I swear to keep my bloody mouth shut towards you. I swear not to take away your freedom, I swear to control myself. I swear. All my readers be my witness. From today onwards, I won't speak a single word to you, because I would hurt you AGAIN. If I break my promise, I'll lose all my friends, my family will be tear apart like pieces (its already broken). You can continue staying in this clique, because I'm still deciding weather to leave anot. We are sisters still, but who are you to me now. I don't know you. Goodbye.
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I suddenly want cry, sleep, etc. I've no mood now.

Ciaoz.