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Happy belated 2nd Month, junying brother.
Happy 10th Month, Xingan.

Life is so unpredictable. Life is just so short.
The people that you loved most, may just leave you out of a sudden.
You'll never know when.
When I received the text from my greatpartner/sister, I was devastated. I thought it was some kind of joke she is telling me. I wanted to tell her, don't joke ley. But I know she wasn't. When she called me last night rgd some matters, I heard her crying. From that moment, I know it wasn't a joke. Nobody in school, ever once hear her crying. This was the very first time I heard her crying.
My sister, life still has to go. When she was alive, everything she did for you was because she luv you and your sibling a lot. Seeing you like this, it really make my heart break. 振作起来!
Everything comes and go so fast, nobody can take it :(
It just make me thought of my ah gong.
It just make me thought that how I regretted not cherishing my ah gong.

Diyanah text me last night, about something. I'm still trying my very best. I kept telling myself, I can do it. Yes, I can do it. But, I still cannot. Hais, am I just so fated to be like this? First, it was that jerk, and now ..

Teolipin, hang on there. Luv you deep deep.