383,

My heart is breaking into pieces. I'm having the feeling that I'd before I met him. This feeling is really so hurting, I know how it feels, it's like there's an excruciating pain there. I feel so upset right now |;< All humans are the same, you'll only learnt to cherish somebody/something when you've lost it. I've lost quite of number of things, but I still don't learn this fucking lesson. This seriously sucks, I wished I was in jwss instead of wwss. So that I wouldn't know you. I've a lot of questions in my head. Did you really forgot all the memories we'd together. All the first times we'd. Did you really forgot? Are you really that heartless? I just don't understand, why? :( Don't do this to me. Why can't we just be friends, best friend. It's okay. I don't mind. Why?

I'd hate _ for talking and gossiping behind my backs when I never even pin point at you/looked at you or even talked to you, you bitchz-.- (Not sec1, or even sec2)

Not feeling alright now. I need to be alone.
Second pb updated.