Fucked up.

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Hi, I'm Ying Xuan, Vanessa, Jie Yun & Xin Hui.

We are from C-C-S-B. Loved.

Mr Chou didn't come today, 2E's guessed was because of the shoutings he had at 2D so he had a sore throat. Pity Mr Chou, seriously. Mrs Chow took over our attire check today, and she gave us a little talk about our streaming. It really gives me a chill after she told us about it): Lessons started. We'd a chinese composition test today, 45 mins, I slept for 15 mins before starting my paper. I was real tired. After school, had lunch at Kenny's together with Xuan, Dee & Boon. Bused home after that. Facebook>Piano class.

I counted part of marks, and I failed badly. Now, I just have no fucking mood to study. I kept telling myself that there's still hope, but my mindset now is 'Die liao loh, NA stream already loh.' I know there's still hope, I KNOW. but do you know guys know that exams is just like 1 month away or 3 weeks away only. Even if I start my revision now, I just don't know what to do! My mind now is tv-com-sleep-hp-tv-com-sleep-hp. I wished my parents would just lock up the computer now, let me have lesser tv, sleep early, revision more. Seriously, I WANT TO BE GROUNDED. Who wants themselves to drop to NA from Express? Seriously, which express stream students like it. I don't like it. I'm sure Zi Jian, Jun Hao, Qi Wei & Jun Ying don't like it too, I can swear. I'm seriously damn fucked up now, I just don't like this feeling. It is just a month away, after that, I can either say 'YES!' or cry.

Just let me chill.
Goodbye.

HAPPY 10TH MONTH, HONEY:)
Thanks for the letter, pass you a belated one tomorrow:)