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Am I just so stupid? I was on my way home after sending Janice home after tuition. Then, walked past a playground. A guy stranger approached me. He asked me to help him to go his girlf's house to check if his girlf is at home or not, thn he will give me 5 bucks. I thought that, it was alright, and he can be trust, so I helped him. I helped him and although I didn't helped him a lot, but thank goodness his surprise to his girlf was not a failure. He pushed his 5 dollars to me. I heave a sigh of relief that, he can be trusted. I called Janice, and told her. Reached home, told mum. She just kept saying I'm a kaypoh. What if this guy is a rapist, what if .. what if .. Although you cannot judge a person through his/her looks, but I said he can be trust!! I just don't know why, I thought this could be something I can be proud of to my mum, but instead she told me off. Why. Am I stupid? Am I just so kaypoh? I really hate hate to not to be praised by mum. Maybe she did, but I never once hear her praising me, I NEVER. I swear? I just want to be praised? Which son or daughter, doesn't want to praise by their parents? Which? I just hate this. :( I'm just stupid, isn't it. Yes, I am.

Yesterday, was having a bad mood. I tried putting up a strong front in front of my mum and brother, guess what? Mum told me off about having a healthy diet, I tolerate. I don't want to regret when I grow up, or something. I kept quiet all this while. I tried so much tolerating in this family. YES I DID.

Fuck this world, upside down. Fuck my life.
Tomorrow is the paper, but I don't have the urge to take it. Damn everything!!
I know I shouldn't be posting, that's why I asked my best jnr to post the previous post.
I guessed, I broke my promise to Simon, sorry.

Bye.