All these while, all we had was an exchange of eye contacts. We didn't talk or speak a single word for months. I don't have the courage to do so. I told myself, it is really the time to give up on you, but I can't. I know you are always avoiding me when you see me. On that day, you are really giving me hopes that there's still chance but I know it was a false hopes, it was a false signal. I feel like going up to you and just give you 1 tight slap because of somethings, but I didn't got the courage to do so. Whenever I told myself that this is a good time to get a chance and give up on you, but I couldn't do it, because on the very next day, I saw you. Seeing you makes me melt, makes me want to continue to wait for you, but I must not do this. Seeing your smiles, just your smiles, brightens up my day, I swear.
It rained while I was on my way to school, but it got smaller after that. I saw Jolene on bus. Met Kyinmay and Jieyun by coincidence, then Kyinmay fell, me and Jieyun stunned. We'd sectionals today, Val had class, so there's only me and 3 other juniors. I taught my juniors some of their parts, rhythms, and strokes, hopefully they did improve after today. Band is not going to Hongkong disneyland, but might to Malaysia. Although it's just nearby, but I do hope we would go, I think that those juniors that wanted to quit band because they don't like being hardworking. Saying that band is stress or band affects our studies is also nonsensical. Shit them. Released around 1pm, had gekpoh's mac with Pin, Yun, Yiwen & Crystal. Laughed like mad because of Jieyun's blur-ness and Yiwen's crap-ness. Rofl, Boon joined us too, but we are about to go off already. Walked Yiwen to 99 bus stop, saw Raymond&co. Walked home with Raymond. Last band practice tomorrow, last day being with bandmates before cca is suspended.
Later having tuition lah, I don't feel like travelling there because I'm tired and I'm lazy. :(
Who's free to accompany there, ahhhhhh :S I was facebook-ing for the past 1 hour. I think I'm going to bathe and thn go off for tuition already, byez.
.(感觉好像自己已经得到了你, 可是, 这只是我的幻觉)
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