Fucked up, stressed up.

Just fuck this world man.
Finally a 2days break from Endyear, but I can't rest.
Fuck this, I thought after crying hard on Wednesday night&Thursday morning, it would be better. Fuck, I cause everything of this to happen.
If I didn't post such a thing on Tuesday. If I didn't close my room door on Wednesday night while studying.
IF ONLY.

I intended to post something nice, but it ruined me. I'm sorry, readers esp Begonia.
I promise, tomorrow if I can, I will post.