D:<

I don't know what happened to me. I don't know why am I lost juz now, becuz I did practice. I don't know why am I so nervous juz now. I thank Indra for making an effort to help me cover up. I juz hate myself so much. I feel like a failure. :(

I've got a headache now, I need to get a sleep. Gastric again, pain. Sighs.
Who can text me now and talk to me :(