It's 11.09pm now.
Mum has left us for close to 21 days already, isn't that fast. The clock will never stop ticking every seconds. I'm juz waiting it for it to juz stop 1 day to allow me to take a look at the surroundings around me.
Don't you think I'm stupid? To have been telling myself that Mum has only went for a holiday and will be back. Everyday when I stepped into the house, I will be thinking is Mum back yet? :( I kept thinking about her all day long, thinking if she were to call me, if she were be talking to me still. Sigh, I juz can't get over this fact that she's gone I told myself she's already gone, but I can't help it. Everything in the house make me remind of her, I can't stop thinking. I know I and brother is juz putting up a mask in front of everybody. It's too late to apologise~ I was reminded by what my Mum once said to be. She asked if what would happen if she's gone? Does she know that her time left is limited already? :'(
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