Ask me why am I doing so much for this clique, for both of this class. Ask me why, now. I realised no matter how much effort I've used to build the clique/class, I've lost more and more friends.
I don't have friends anymore, I'm just feeling so emotional. I don't have a friend that I can get along well, totally understand me well, and is always and forever there for me. I know you guys must been hating me so much because maybe I've looked for you when I'm emotional or something, but I'm sorry for hurting you guys.

I feel so fucked up and envious at others! Why they can do their homework so peacefully but not me? I sucked at Science, I've forgotten my Mathematics formula, I want to do my English but I don't want to read. Can everybody just slap me right at my freaking face. DAMN.