3rd day.

A sudden change of class and subjects. To me, it is really too hard to take it.

Today I thought a lot. I believe that even if there are 10 girls, 3D will still be united as one. But, I can't remain this positive attitude. Every time I heard CCSB/band10 how good or bad is their new sec3 classes i feel so :(  Ok I'm gonna tear now. :/ Yah, then I wouldn't look forward to school. I would be so alone, and only feel happy when I get to meet my friends during recess/after school. I don't know why did the school management put us together this way, but I just feel so weird. No longer 2E'09 classmates, no more that spirit there. No more Mr Chou, no more noise. In 3D, I don't have much close friends to talk to freely. In 3D, I don't have any same cca group peeps with me. In 3D, I'm all alone. I laugh for a reason in class, and it is, I want to keep myself happy.

Now blog hop also can see how well other people can adapt to in their class, but for me, I can't help but feeling jealous. Looking at 3E, 3F, & 3H, I only can feel jealousy.  Inside band is also another stress I'm having. :/  I'm kidding. :(

For now, I will continue and tolerate this kind of situation. I know 1 of my resolution is to study hard, I'm gonna put all my efforts into studying and score well. I know everything that I'm gonna do in future is to let my Mum be proud of me. But if I were to break down 1 day, I don't know what to do. :'(

I don't like 11am recess.