Friday, January 29, 2010

Thank you.

Everybody knows that you left us just too sudden. Really, it is just too sudden for everybody to take it. But since you have left for 3 months already, all of us have to do is to adapt. But it is too hard for your daughter and son.

Eversince you left, the house has been so quiet, so quiet than before. But nevertheless, both of them still manage to keep themselves happy. You left, and you left them a very wonderful family and friends. Family, relatives kept them happy, care about them physically. Always calling up every now and then to check if they have eaten, are they back? Are they okay? Friends, friend of them are always helping their kids especially the youngest daughter. Thinking of ways to help her, thinking of ways to help paying her tuition fees, piano fees and even her pocket money even though her brother is able to take care of her financially. But you left them, with a useless father. But this useless father only thought of smoking, drinking, gambling. Never once of the family, even though you left. Maybe he have, but he never showed through his actions. But your kids have NO more trust on him ever again.
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Mummy, you have really gave a shocked to all of us. From that day you stop breathing, your face turn white, your fingers turn purple. I know, that you have gone. All the promise we have made together will never come true. BUT, I will do you proud. I must study hard. This term1 is only a setback for me, a lesson learnt. I will study hard. I have start quitting facebook games, determined this time round. But can you help me to settle this friendship difficulties I have now, Mum? I'm happy and sad now. But I really thank god that he has given my Mum such a wonderful thing called her friends and family to support both my brother and I.

Thank you, God.
Mummy, I miss you. Hope you are happy with ah gong over there, and maybe met some of your friends there? :)

I'm crying damn badly now, but I'm smiling.
No worries, friends here. I'm alright.
My bed is calling me now, good night. :)

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