Monday, February 8, 2010

A picture speaks a thousand words.

When we were in secondary 1?
Some history trip.
Ever first CCS outing.
First CCSB picture on the first get together session.
Second picture.
Taken when the day Mum passed away, you guys given me a wonderful day but was ruined because my Mum passed away.
Never would I find the same kind of friend like you again.
Get together session.
Class chalet.
My ever last photo with you.


This is just so heart wrenching. I can feel my heart has broken into pieces
Who wants this to happen? Nobody definitely wants. After seeing all the 12 of us being together, and gone through all the ups and downs. Who wants to see us losing a member. But this is fate, what to do? Because all of us are chinese but she is a mixed malay and chinese. I have told myself that we can still keep this clique going all because diyanah knows chinese But now, maybe, we have successfully pushed her back into the clique she should be but leaving all the 7 of us sad and speechless. Thanks man, Kpop. You ruined us, you ruined me. Thanks Kpop.
My smile is just fake today except during recess time. I tried to be the real me, I can't. The moment I thought of this, I shed tears. I know all of us are feeling sad but at the same time trying to cheer yourselves up. Especially Xinhui, Yingxuan, Jieyun, Lipin, Chinboon & me. The guys have already expected such a stuffs, but they are doing good:)

Looking through ALL the photos we had taken, this is just so sad to see such a stuff.
Somebody just told me this. I shan't name that person.
_________ says:

I just heard (name) say you guys bonding not strong like last time.



Well, this is life. Thanks Edwin brother for cheering me up, but ...

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