5 months..

Spend my entire day with Lynn Ho yesterday (except curriculum time, duh!) till I went for tuition. Must thank Lynn Ho~ for all your comforting words but I still cannot accept the fact about my studies. Not forgeting Mandy(!!), Crystal, Yiwen, Sheetal, Darren & Gina (on my tagboard) and those that tried to cheer me up by saying negative stuffs right in front of my face. I don't give a damn shit if those that I despise most is talking bad about me. I don't give a fucking care man.

Well, gonna have PTM soon. I know my brother guarantee have already read my facebook status, but he didn't say anything at all. I've already prepare myself to be retain next year or even go NA but I know there is still another hope for me. T3&4, I swear I'll work hard. I know I'm a bad friend, and will continue to be a bad friend because I won't wanna retain. I want to see 4D'2011 and Miss Nithiya as our EL teacher cum next year. June holidays are just lessons and band practice. I won't go out to see the world as often as before because of many reasons. One of the reasons is because I'm staying so FAR then nobody will want to ask me out/go out with me. I might/will still have plans to go out but who is willing to go out with me, this bad friend??? Hah..

I think I won't have plans on my big day, so ... I already have plans for myself on that day. Either I have band practice for the whole day, or might have lessons and then (confidential! only for myself to know.) I'm a selfish person now, I can't deny that. Since I have lost my friends, so I don't see a reason to lose myself as well. I'll just continue walking and walking and ignore those that despise me when I don't and ignore those that I've always find them irritating in the morning. Seriously, stop talking about results in front of me. Tyvmfykc. (Not fuck) If you don't like ME, tell ME. :)

Congratulations to those that have scored well, good job done. To some: stop fucking act proud, you'll get your retribution just one day.

Hai. I'm a bad friend, I just want to salvage this. I don't want to continue. :/