Confident.

After today, I've officially declared that confident of mine in a friendship has officially lost. Yes, I've changed. I admit this fact, and even Quan Ming realised it. I never thought somebody like him realised. From a defiance girl I used to be, or maybe not, to now a quiet girl and seldom talks a lot in class or maybe there are sometimes when I talked a lot. I fall asleep in class more often, and also concentrate in class more often than before.
Maybe you have been wondering, what is it that has changed me so much? Well, it's my friends, my Mum, definitely. I determine to study hard this time round, and at least get a top 20 or maybe better. I doubt I can do it, but I will try my very best to do it. Yes, I will. But when I'm with my dearest friends, I tend to made myself talk more just now to made myself feel so dumb unless the topic they are talking about doesn't have any link to me.

Today, during assembly I sat real in front. The sight of friend A & B makes me feel like giving them a punch because it's like I made them even closer, and made myself drift away from them.
Well, I've really lost that confident I used to have, and never would I ever get it back.

A senior made me feel so dumb today because of MY facebook status. Well, I admit my English is not that GOOD but you not criticise me by saying that. Cool. -.-